Brotherhood 

To me, she is always my ideal gal.. To her, i'm juz a "nobody"

2day got many tinks to do ar.. presentation, interview on assignment and test for my elective module..ya, busy days ar.. reached home..i faster went to have a nap..too tired liao.. haha!

Last nite, again! didn't slp well.. tinking of her again.. after did my java advance features and revise my test..after did my tinks, areali veri late liao.. when i went to bed,veri tired but still i couldn't slp.. 2day is her ex bf birthday..

Alot of tinks i wanna sae out but don knw hw to express it out.. in the evening, she called me..I veri happy! but i made her angry, she was ver tired, her eyes hurt, coz of the contact lens. I wanna c her wear spects again..haha! veri nice ar, but she don like. Its all my fault, don knw hw to tok..make her angry.. sad sob sob. Seriously viewers knw wht i'm writing anot?! my eng so weak..hard to understand wht i'm writing hor? lucky she didn't view my blog de.. if not she wil laugh at me de..haha!

Juz had my dinner.. suddenly, my dad shouted at me for no reason.. nvemind la, he long time didn't scold me liao.. last time still remember.. I did badly for my exams.. he didn't scolded me .. i felt so guilt.



Love Story part5

Ya, 2day i made her angry.. i scared next time, she don wanna tok to me liao.. haha! end of story?! i wil sure veri sad de la.. found her after 8yrs, den nve treasure her.. juz let her leave me. I got tink of one day, when she left me liao.. I wil not go online like Msn & friendster.. I don wanna fall in love to another gal liao.. No use being a stupid guy, didn't study well and wanna start a relationship.. wht for?! So happy, she wanna to b my friend..i met her on 13 Jan 2005 at Bukit Panjang Plaza. Treasure her nw.. i met her 33 times and send her hm 25 times.. i hope it is a endless loop.. forever?! i WANT! but impossible la.. haha! she wanna get marry at a young age.. reali hope she wil invite me to her wedding dinner.. ya!

On 18 March 2005, she send me a msg..

I'm touched by the msg..
(Bing Jie..hope u r ok and aren't tinknig too much again.. if don get enough rest,later tml security guard chase u out of the library..Hee. Sorry if I caused u distress but believe me, u were never juz a passer-by in my life. U wil always b someone special,someone i startin 2 worry for..I appreciate all tat u have done 4 me n trust me, I won't leave u juz like this, No matter wht the future holds 4 us, i'll remember all tat we had n i'll never forget u..)

this msg i will keep 4ever..

later hope i can tok to her on phone.. hope she not angry liao.. Sandra, let me take gd care of u.. share the happiness 2gether.. when u r happy, i wil b happy.. Treasure u..reali! take care, gd nite.

19 Feb 2005.. took tis photo at Woodland UK fun fair..  

Exams Coming...

wow.. long time didn't update my blog liao..Lol! tis few days veri busy ar.. doin assignments! ya, 4 assignments sia..LOl, done! next week is my study week.. hit the books in earnest. 2day, i went to Sandra's sch to wait for her.. den accompany her to The One KTV near Chinatown.. her father's Birthday.. after tat, i took train go hm..

When I am in love, i become a silly guy, and sometimes, the siller I am..The happier I am..

Nw goin to study for my elective module liao.. test on Monday..take care, gd nite.

Busy days...

Tis few days is doin my assignments.. feel veri busy. I'm working on every wed and sat.. i need to plan my week schedule..if not i becum veri stress liao..haha! feel veri happy.. every nite, i able to tok to her..Sandra! i found her after 8 yrs.. i'm veri happy when i got the chance to meet.. can listen to her voice.. at tis time, while i'm studying, she go to her cousin wedding dinner.. it has been a long time i nve go wedding dinner liao.. haha! my parents went onli.. hope later, she can chat wif me..tel me hw's the wedding.. last nite, i 5.30am den slp.. veri early ar..Lol! tinking of many tinks.. i tel myself, i must b prepared not able to get marry.. no gd edcuated, and my hand.. cant even take gd care of myself,still wanna take care of my love 1.. feel sad la.. somemore listening to love songs..my eyes filled wif tears.. suddenly, look outside the window and pray to god.. hope my health is ok..able to earn a living in the future, my parents is counted on me next time..and of course i prayed to do well in my studies.. coz i too stupid liao... study and study onli can get a pass onli.. haiz! no choice, my life has been set.. work hard and determination to keeps me going.. ya..Sandra reali light up my life.. to b wif a gal who is intelligent is impossible.. but i'm glad, i got a chance to chat wif her.. don knw hw long.. i hope the the longer the bettter.. coz she said she goin to marry at a young age.. of course, i'm not her ideal guy..haha! FAT HOPE.. when the time, she got marry..i mayb still a student?! haha.. don tink abt the future la.. nw nve work hard.. useless to tink to get marry la.. Single forever????? i afraid of tat.. but no choice, if reali i'm alone.. i wil take gd care of my parents de.. tis is a promise! My brother sure can start his own family de la.. he is clever.. ok la.. nw revising my OS..waiting for sandra to reach hm.. everytime, when she go out..i oways wish to knw she is safely back hm anot.. treasure the times.. take gd care of her.. let me b her bodyguard?! haha.. i found my ideal gal.. i veri happy liao.. no complaints. oh my hand is still hurt.. i thought it will b ok tis morning..haha! bad mouth lah.. curse myself.. painful ar.. hope recover soon.. take care, gd nite.

I'm back..Lol

i decided write on blog again.. lol, seen like writing diary on book is troublesome wor.. haha! tis week got back my test results.. didn't do tat well.. manage to pass la.. okok, update another day.. take care, gd nite.

My last time to update my blog

well..tis is my last time updating my blog.. my mind nw veri confused.. and i decided to write in a diary bk den writing in blog..

2day i did a silly tink.. he will hate me 4ver..take care, gd nite.

a great experience...

2day wake up quite early.. 9 smtink, goin out the hm wifout saying a bye to my family.. den 11 smtink den came back.. i went to work.. in sun tec and jp.. its a great experience to work to the new outlet at sun tec.. veri nice! reali.. got power98 FM DJ at there promote Swensen's.. i went there till 5pm den go back to my own outlet at 6smtink till 11pm.. veri tired but fun la.. new place,new environment..great experience! next time, i must teach the juniors wht i had learnt. I met many HQ ppls.. i so called becum "famous" liao..haha! i went there to learnt new tinks la.. coz Swensen's 1st time got make yokurt..


6smtink reach jp to work.. 7pm, my manager gave mea task to do.. tat is send ice cream cake to customer's hse..i saw wow.. interested..haha! coz supplier came late and customers was angry lor.. haiz! i have to go.. Westwood Ave.. nice hse la.. i was like a DHL man..haha! or pizza hut guy la.. lol.. 2day my hand at 1st not pain.. den when goin hm...started to get the ache liao.. lucky.. is goin hm time.. take care, gd nite!

not again..its hurt!

long time didn't write blog liao..haha! busy sia, tis few days.. 2day got work, nite shift! scoop ice cream again.. b4 start work, my hand felt abit pain.. en i don care, after work, it became more painful.. my left hand again.. last time got injured b4.. nw i must b extremely careful.. i haven buy my new clothes le..haha! i tink i goin to my a white shirt ba.. wif a jeans.. coz my shoe is white clor de.. i tink match ba.. hand quite pain..stop here, take care, gd nite.

Fly Away..

tis is a story...8yrs ago


he was in pri sch.. he fall in love to a sweet gal.. he was shorter den her.. the gal is much more intelligent den the guy..he don have the courage to tell her "I admire U". pri sch 5 go to different class.. the guy in EM2, the gal in EM1 class.. loss contact liao.. time flew past.. the guy went to sch sch..oways hope to meet tat gal again..the guy still contact wif the gal gd friend, asking where she is nw.. at Nan Hua Sec Sch. she stay quite near to him.. 3 bus stops away.. he go hm from sch, passes by her hse, hope to c her..but didn't. few yrs later.. the guy go work part time job while waiting for his "N" level results..met a gal in his workplace.. became friends eventually. conincidently tat tis gal was in the same sch as his admire... he kept asking her more info abt her.. she is fine, taking chinese dances as her CCA. few months later, he got his results and he passed.. the guy continue to take his 'O' level.. again.. he went back to his old workplace to work while waiting for his 'O' level results.. alot of time to spend.. he everyday surfing net, and tat time.. friendster was popular. He signed up, and started to add friends.. and of course, he met many new gal friends too.. but his mind is still tinking of tat pri sch (true love gal). He onli wish to c her again.

as usual, after work..took bus hm, passed by her hse..but did'nt saw her. One day, he started to find her in friendster.. he FOUND her.. nw in Uni.. and tat guy was still in poly.. decided to add her as a friend.. ya, she accepted the guy request. However, she is attached.. and tat guy is veri happy.. coz nw tis gal has found her ideal guy. chat in msn.. and decided to meet up.. 8yrs didn't saw her face and nw got a chance to c hw she is.. they met at bukit panjang, where nw is she is staying there.. tis few yrs, tis guy oways thought tat she is still staying near his hse.. after tat den knw tat.. at bukit panjang.. he can't believe tat, he can have tis chance to meet her.

the guy dream has cum true.. nw they r friends.. he abit sad coz her bf is not him.. but he is veri happy, he found her..

Over the yrs.. tis guy found many different kind of gals... but his mind remember tis gal in his heart..it was his 1st love.. 1st time admired a gal..

He will not disturb her relationship wif her bf nw.. and he is veri happy she got a bf nw.. onli hope is she can b happy oways..tis guy life have to go on.. searching for his ideal gal somewhere..

tis story tells me.. even though the gal he likes,doesn't mean need to b 2gether.. set her free, to find wht she wans rather den forcing the tinks which is impossible to possible.. all counted on fated.. ya, he met her..fated to meet again 8yrs later.. 10yrs dwn the road, no 1 knws wht wif happened..take care.

I not tat young liao...

2day morning wake up quite early la.. go Ngee Ann Poly play soccer..again Soccer!!! haha! tis time, my pri sch friend's bf.. ask me go there to play some games.. thanx to him, i can make more new friends.. we played in the hot sun.. tired sia, at nite still have to work.. haha! all the guys r nw in army and Uni.. so clever ar! me nw still at poly.. they thought tat i in sec sch somemore..pai seh sia.. i look mature?! don tink so.. they r veri friendly and kind.. i injured myself in the game.. step on the ball and fall dwn..Ouch! my butt..haha! after the game, we had our lunch at the food court in NP..$1.60 noodles.. where can u find??? cheap lor.. den i took a cab hm.. in the hurry, goin to meet my colleague at McCafe. inside the cab.. i tok to a guy named Shawn..he is a army guy.. i thought he 22yrs lod liao.. but i was shocked tat he is same age wif me.. so mature,clever. govt want every guys to b like him.. after 'O' level den 'A' level den army.. me still in poly..wht a disgrace of myself.. he is veri friendly.. didn't sae anytink when i told him y i still in poly.. ya,hope to c them soon.. nw tired sia, goin to slp soon.. take care,gd nite.

tis is time when i'm serious..stress ar.. haha! Deep in thoughts.. 

I feeling better nw...

tis few days not feeling well..lost my voice! haha.. 1st time sia.. wow, 2day 100% gd physical condition.. still have to drink plenty of water la. 2day lesson veri long..8.30 to 4.30pm. after sch,our class 5566 members went to queenway shopping..haha! i help my buddy choose the soccer boots..cheap and gd sia! we went to alot of shops den found it.."Topper" brand. coz 2moro morning..our class will have a soccer training match at bukit panjang.. We r ready for the game.. haha! anyway i recovered liao.. full of excitement. Also, they bought new clothes for chinese new yr..onli me didn't buy lor.. keep tinking wht to buy..at last no single item i buy..haha!

past 2 days didn't slp well.. yest nite, suddenly my supervisor called me to work..coz 2 staff on MC. no choice, give it a hand.. even though i got hmwork to do..tired sia.. juz nw on the way hm, i looked up the sky.. Wow, it's so nice.. got alot of stars around..countless! long time didn't saw liao.. ya..2nite can have a gd rest..warm up for 2moro soccer training..1st offical training for DIT 1A23/24.. take care,gd nite

I'm the "stupid guy" sitting in the 1st row.. far right.. 1A23.(",) 

Give me a break..feeling sick.

2day..actually have to work, but i having a flu and sore throat..called up the outlet,told my manager help me find a replacement.. if i didn't fall sick, i will go downstairs play soccer liao lor.. Lol.. whole day at hm slp.. recently, got a lot of ppl got tis virus.."flu virus". lucky is weekend, i can have a gd rest.. 2moro goin to National Stadium to watch the Tiger Cup final.. will b interesting ba..coz it will b my 1st time entering the stadium..

Last thrusday.. i met Sandra.. my pri sch friend..7yrs didn't saw her liao. She changed liao.. but character still the same...haha! We spent 4hrs chatting sia..near a garden near her hse there.. We chat alot of tinks la.. she and her bf is veri loving.. mantain a 2yrs relationship.. nw i taller den her liao..haha! last time in pri sch, i oways line up the 1st 3 rows de..veri happy i still can find her nw.. hope got chance meet her again wif her bf..(",). take care,gd nite.