How do I live
without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever
Ever survive
How do I
How do I
How do I live
当你的泪在微笑中滑落
回忆的风
吹着我走
我却情愿停留
当一颗心到时间的尽头
呼吸也回头可是我记得
你给我的梦
每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在
放过伤害
我会走开
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我对你看到未来
So， how do I live
How do I live
How do I live
without you
当世界都遗忘我的时候
你的一切对我来说
经过才能拥有
我应该以为一份真爱的背后
总觉得不会有
心痛的时候跟伤痛的感受
每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在
走过伤害
我会走开
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我跟你看到未来
So， how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you
Oh， Tell me now ~~
每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在
走过伤害
我会走开
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
How do I live
How do I live
without you
How do I live without you
How do I live without you ~
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Thursday, September 28, 2006
我只要你开心多一点
I juz wanna you to be more happy
2day.. I thought she went for the tuition class in the afternoon. However, i was wrong. She was sick. =(
I started to pray and pray for the best... hope she recover soon. Actually, I got to work at 6pm 2day.. but I didn't go to work, thanks to Yani..assistant manager found a replacement for me. I have no mood when I heard......
I decided to "camp" at home.. glad she went to see the doctor. Ya, she has a good brother who drove her to the nearest clinic.
Coming Events..
-Dave is finally back to Singapore after 3 weeks at overseas.
-Two of my cousins are getting to marry soon.. yeah, long time didn't go to wedding dinner.
-I'm going to start working at my attachment company near Outram park mrt station.. new environment and get to try hw is IT field looks like.
I was happy when called me juz nw.. and I have a small request for her.. if she is reading it.
I hope i can record ur voice in a tape recorder.. a few sentence is enough.. a memory for me tat I have a backup of her stuff. =)
Take care.
2day.. I thought she went for the tuition class in the afternoon. However, i was wrong. She was sick. =(
I started to pray and pray for the best... hope she recover soon. Actually, I got to work at 6pm 2day.. but I didn't go to work, thanks to Yani..assistant manager found a replacement for me. I have no mood when I heard......
I decided to "camp" at home.. glad she went to see the doctor. Ya, she has a good brother who drove her to the nearest clinic.
Coming Events..
-Dave is finally back to Singapore after 3 weeks at overseas.
-Two of my cousins are getting to marry soon.. yeah, long time didn't go to wedding dinner.
-I'm going to start working at my attachment company near Outram park mrt station.. new environment and get to try hw is IT field looks like.
I was happy when called me juz nw.. and I have a small request for her.. if she is reading it.
I hope i can record ur voice in a tape recorder.. a few sentence is enough.. a memory for me tat I have a backup of her stuff. =)
Take care.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Journey to the East
2day I had ITP briefing in my school. I promised to meet her cousin at 2pm but the briefing start at 1pm till 5pm.. Gosh! I tinking wanna skip the briefing anot..
Deep in thoughts.. I decided to leave early at 3+pm and went straight to pasir ris. I knew I was areali late.. and veri sorry to let her cousin waited for me at the bus stop. =(
She called me to take my time.. and we chatted when I was on the way there.. after 39km of travelling.. I getting nearer and nearer to her when I was boarding the bus at pasir ris. I started to have "cold sweat" and my heartbeat virates even faster when I was inside the lift.
Flashback, actually I areali plan to pass her the gift yest afternoon. However, she felt sick and its no point I went there to find her..coz I would be disturbing her.I have been searching for her gift at different kind of places.. yest afternoon, I knocked off from work at 6pm.. I went to shopping alone.. wearing the "smelly" workplace clothes. I kept myself awake even though I was tired. In my mind was wht to buy for her? since she is sick..
I bought 6 items for her.. haha! I hope she like it.
And juz nw.. finally, she got my gift and a letter for her. Does she saw the last part of the letter? haha.. form a heart shape =)
No matter wht.. I hope she will get well soon, health is more important.
And I'm veri glad tat I had received some gift and a letter from her.. I'm so honoured to have those gift. Thanks. Treasure it treasure it... I had kept those gift she gave me in a safe and secret place.. haha! No one can touch it.. Only Mr Hong Bing Jie. LOL! selfish guy indeed.
Take care.
Deep in thoughts.. I decided to leave early at 3+pm and went straight to pasir ris. I knew I was areali late.. and veri sorry to let her cousin waited for me at the bus stop. =(
She called me to take my time.. and we chatted when I was on the way there.. after 39km of travelling.. I getting nearer and nearer to her when I was boarding the bus at pasir ris. I started to have "cold sweat" and my heartbeat virates even faster when I was inside the lift.
Flashback, actually I areali plan to pass her the gift yest afternoon. However, she felt sick and its no point I went there to find her..coz I would be disturbing her.I have been searching for her gift at different kind of places.. yest afternoon, I knocked off from work at 6pm.. I went to shopping alone.. wearing the "smelly" workplace clothes. I kept myself awake even though I was tired. In my mind was wht to buy for her? since she is sick..
I bought 6 items for her.. haha! I hope she like it.
And juz nw.. finally, she got my gift and a letter for her. Does she saw the last part of the letter? haha.. form a heart shape =)
No matter wht.. I hope she will get well soon, health is more important.
And I'm veri glad tat I had received some gift and a letter from her.. I'm so honoured to have those gift. Thanks. Treasure it treasure it... I had kept those gift she gave me in a safe and secret place.. haha! No one can touch it.. Only Mr Hong Bing Jie. LOL! selfish guy indeed.
Take care.
Monday, September 25, 2006
What went wrong?
2day is my parent's 23rd wedding anniversary. Firstly, I made my mum angry.. coz I showed her a black face when I reached hm from work. I was veri tired after work. I didn't have a gd rest tis few nite. Because..I thinking of her every nite. I want to rest early but I cant. You are oways on my mind. =)
Surprise me was tat my brother had reserved a table at the restuarant..and it has been a long time we didn't have a great meal 2gether. Hmm.. I didn't reali eat much..
She called me.. I become more awake! haha.. I felt sorry because we didn't have a gd conversation. I was wondering y I turned moody after tat. I found out I reali like her.. I have alot of tinks to tell her but my "golden" mouth juz kept quiet.. and kept saying sorry to her onli.
I was telling myself.. y I didn't have sore eyes and flu?! I don wanna her to get sick.. Let all the unhappy tinks give it to a recycle bin. And tis lucky recycle bin (Bing Jie) met a great gal.. =)
I disappoint her tis time.. I oways tink of my past. Bing Jie please wake up! Don't let her walk away from me.. stay by my side.
Counting down.. after 74hrs 40mins 20 seconds, I will know the answer.
Take care.
Surprise me was tat my brother had reserved a table at the restuarant..and it has been a long time we didn't have a great meal 2gether. Hmm.. I didn't reali eat much..
She called me.. I become more awake! haha.. I felt sorry because we didn't have a gd conversation. I was wondering y I turned moody after tat. I found out I reali like her.. I have alot of tinks to tell her but my "golden" mouth juz kept quiet.. and kept saying sorry to her onli.
I was telling myself.. y I didn't have sore eyes and flu?! I don wanna her to get sick.. Let all the unhappy tinks give it to a recycle bin. And tis lucky recycle bin (Bing Jie) met a great gal.. =)
I disappoint her tis time.. I oways tink of my past. Bing Jie please wake up! Don't let her walk away from me.. stay by my side.
Counting down.. after 74hrs 40mins 20 seconds, I will know the answer.
Take care.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Forgive me
I never meant to hurt you the way I know I have.Your love means more to me than anything and I'll do whatever it takes to prove that to you.
Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.You have my heart.. and I do treasure you. =)
I never expect to say those kind of words that makes you angry. A weak point of me is don't know how to express my feeling. And I guessed I can only write my heart out at here.
Sometimes, I feel upset when I saw you angry. Because, my wish is to let you stay happy always. But my wish may not come true.. in a relationship, there will always have quarrel and annoying things happened.. But this problems let us learn from mistakes and relationship will gets better each day.
I do realise my mistake and I will not do it again. Sorry.
When you realise You want to spend The rest of your life with somebody, You want the rest of your life To start as soon as possible.
Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.You have my heart.. and I do treasure you. =)
I never expect to say those kind of words that makes you angry. A weak point of me is don't know how to express my feeling. And I guessed I can only write my heart out at here.
Sometimes, I feel upset when I saw you angry. Because, my wish is to let you stay happy always. But my wish may not come true.. in a relationship, there will always have quarrel and annoying things happened.. But this problems let us learn from mistakes and relationship will gets better each day.
I do realise my mistake and I will not do it again. Sorry.
When you realise You want to spend The rest of your life with somebody, You want the rest of your life To start as soon as possible.
East Coast...
Actually, 2day I was working.. thanks to leslie, he gave me a surprise. LOL! quite werid to sae a guy give me a surprise. haha!
Well.. we went to East Coast Park. It has been a long time I didn't go to East Coast. The place stays the same.. and each bicycle cost us $7/hr + 1 hr free. Hmm.. it is quite expensive.. coz she told me there is a bike stall rent bicycle for $4 onli.. Oops! but nvemind.. its too late.
Michelle is trying to learn to ride bicycle..but she fell down quite badly. We decided to rent a double seat bicycle.. =)Time flys.. and we ride for 4hrs. LOL!
After tat.. we went to Bebok for our dinner. yeah! her recommentation of food suits me. Ice Kacang have lots of ingredients.. I tink the stall owner has been changed, heard from Leslie but it still delicious. =)
Thanks to u guys.. school starts for u all. Meet up some other days ya.
Take care.
Well.. we went to East Coast Park. It has been a long time I didn't go to East Coast. The place stays the same.. and each bicycle cost us $7/hr + 1 hr free. Hmm.. it is quite expensive.. coz she told me there is a bike stall rent bicycle for $4 onli.. Oops! but nvemind.. its too late.
Michelle is trying to learn to ride bicycle..but she fell down quite badly. We decided to rent a double seat bicycle.. =)Time flys.. and we ride for 4hrs. LOL!
After tat.. we went to Bebok for our dinner. yeah! her recommentation of food suits me. Ice Kacang have lots of ingredients.. I tink the stall owner has been changed, heard from Leslie but it still delicious. =)
Thanks to u guys.. school starts for u all. Meet up some other days ya.
Take care.
What A Rose Can Say
Firstly, thanks to Leslie's hp.. It captured beautiful roses. And tis 3 photos is PERFECT! We used dry ice to make the nice effect.. =)
Friday, September 22, 2006
Off day
It has been a long time i didn't get a chance to stay at hm for the whole day. Since nobody at hm, I did all the housework.. It kills time.
Being love by someone is better den loving someone. Remember tis phrase.
If you love somebody, set her free.. Juz let her do wht she want. =)
Playing chinese chess online now..
Winning the game is not main point. Perseverance till the end is the most important regardless winning or losing. ( Tough Time Never Last, Tough People Do)
Meaning..
Winning a gal's heart is not the issue.. ? Most importantly is you give ur best shot and leave the rest to fate !
Juz nw, I heard a gd news. One of my soccer buddy, he is going to marry soon. And next yr april.. he will be a father. Hmm..they are young couple, after 11 Nov..their marriage road starts.
Take care.
Note: after 2day, 1 month past...
Being love by someone is better den loving someone. Remember tis phrase.
If you love somebody, set her free.. Juz let her do wht she want. =)
Playing chinese chess online now..
Winning the game is not main point. Perseverance till the end is the most important regardless winning or losing. ( Tough Time Never Last, Tough People Do)
Meaning..
Winning a gal's heart is not the issue.. ? Most importantly is you give ur best shot and leave the rest to fate !
Juz nw, I heard a gd news. One of my soccer buddy, he is going to marry soon. And next yr april.. he will be a father. Hmm..they are young couple, after 11 Nov..their marriage road starts.
Take care.
Note: after 2day, 1 month past...
do fa do fa...
Simply like her laughter... do fa do fa is our language. haha! only both of us knws it.
Juz keep smiling.. I love it.
Making her happy is not easy but wanna her happy forever is even harder..Well, I don't mind give myself a try..A great test for me. And it brightens my day too.
I was telling her what I wanna buy for her if I got a chance to meet her some day. She asked me to give her some hint on wht I get for her. I let her guess by alphabets.. haha! Ans is starts with M, L and...
hmm.. my wish is to get all the things that start from A to Z. And complete all the alphabet order. =)
Juz nw after work, I went to Bukit Timah Plaza to wait for them. While waiting for them, I was on the phone with her and walking around the supermarket more than 10 times at the same area..haha! Yup, I oways have a strong sense..and knew wht she is going to do. I will be your recycle bin if u don mind me..this stubborn guy.
Guess wht?! We guys played pool again..haha! It gets more fun each day coz guys and gals become more professional.
I was surprised that she called me after 10pm. It was the second time tat I heard her voice after 10pm..normally, she went to do her stuff or sleep areali. Treasure the times with her even juz a few minutes of talk. Thanks gal.
Are we juz going to turn around?
Or are we gonna cross each others path?
Will we just let go of what we had?
Or go to the place where love is bound.
Don't let me walk alone. I wan to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of something else. Its you I wan to talk with.
Don't let me fall for someone else. Its you I wan to fall in love with.
And I was afraid to lose our friendship. Will I able to hear do fa do fa in the future again?
Quick tell me a date.. when we can meet up?
Take care.
Juz keep smiling.. I love it.
Making her happy is not easy but wanna her happy forever is even harder..Well, I don't mind give myself a try..A great test for me. And it brightens my day too.
I was telling her what I wanna buy for her if I got a chance to meet her some day. She asked me to give her some hint on wht I get for her. I let her guess by alphabets.. haha! Ans is starts with M, L and...
hmm.. my wish is to get all the things that start from A to Z. And complete all the alphabet order. =)
Juz nw after work, I went to Bukit Timah Plaza to wait for them. While waiting for them, I was on the phone with her and walking around the supermarket more than 10 times at the same area..haha! Yup, I oways have a strong sense..and knew wht she is going to do. I will be your recycle bin if u don mind me..this stubborn guy.
Guess wht?! We guys played pool again..haha! It gets more fun each day coz guys and gals become more professional.
I was surprised that she called me after 10pm. It was the second time tat I heard her voice after 10pm..normally, she went to do her stuff or sleep areali. Treasure the times with her even juz a few minutes of talk. Thanks gal.
Are we juz going to turn around?
Or are we gonna cross each others path?
Will we just let go of what we had?
Or go to the place where love is bound.
Don't let me walk alone. I wan to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of something else. Its you I wan to talk with.
Don't let me fall for someone else. Its you I wan to fall in love with.
And I was afraid to lose our friendship. Will I able to hear do fa do fa in the future again?
Quick tell me a date.. when we can meet up?
Take care.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Bed time story..
My naughty sister waiting for me to say bedtime story before she slp. After I played pool.. it is about 11pm. Well, interesting part is I introduce both of best friends to each other. Polymate, Andy and my lifetime blood brother, Keith.
I shall organize more outing with some of my other friends.. and meet up 2gether. haha! Btw, this is the latest photo of my sister and I. I juz got a haircut.. thanks to andy's mum. =)
My sister told me to take out my spects..and SMILE in front of the camera. haha!
Take care.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
最近
你最近不说话
怎麽了 为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱 我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
怎麽了 为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱 我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
Workplace..
Hey guys.. wanna ask u a question. Is it really matter to compare who gets the higher pay in the outlet? Well.. to me, work happily is the most important factor of all. Even if I get $10 per hour but the working environment is really down to earth. I will rather choose other job.
If a person works very hard and his attitude is good.. however, the manager didn't see his effort. It is a waste.. I believe it depend on luck too.
Why guys is ego? Why we need to compare who scoop the ice cream faster? Who can scoop with both hands..
To me.. able scoop with both hands will benefit yourself becoz I will not tired easily and I'm not trying to "challenge" my other colleague. They were shocked tat both leslie and me can scoop with both hands.. hmm, nothing special.. we are still human. I only took some of my time to train myself.. tat's all. And please! To be a capable person..I will not depend on scooping ice cream to earn my living..it is juz my part time job. My plan is to get the work done in a smartest way.. nonetheelss I have to put in effort. Earn big money.. it is wht a guy mindset should be.
Take care.
If a person works very hard and his attitude is good.. however, the manager didn't see his effort. It is a waste.. I believe it depend on luck too.
Why guys is ego? Why we need to compare who scoop the ice cream faster? Who can scoop with both hands..
To me.. able scoop with both hands will benefit yourself becoz I will not tired easily and I'm not trying to "challenge" my other colleague. They were shocked tat both leslie and me can scoop with both hands.. hmm, nothing special.. we are still human. I only took some of my time to train myself.. tat's all. And please! To be a capable person..I will not depend on scooping ice cream to earn my living..it is juz my part time job. My plan is to get the work done in a smartest way.. nonetheelss I have to put in effort. Earn big money.. it is wht a guy mindset should be.
Take care.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
No idea how she feels
Saw her online
Listen to her voice on phone
What else can I do, meet her up?
Because every passing day I am scarred
If any bad happens, I hope it's not severe
But I know and it's crystal clear
It's a matter of time before my feelings reveal
But I still have no idea how she feels
Take care.
Listen to her voice on phone
What else can I do, meet her up?
Because every passing day I am scarred
If any bad happens, I hope it's not severe
But I know and it's crystal clear
It's a matter of time before my feelings reveal
But I still have no idea how she feels
Take care.
Monday, September 18, 2006
Night's life
I'm worried abt smtinks tat cant be solved.
Firstly, my mum oways slp late..she will think alot and her mind can't stop thinking and have a gd rest. Whenever, I went hm late after my work.. I will open her bedroom door and see whether she slp anot. I'm worried becoz at tis time 2am, she should be in her dreamland but.... she woke up and tell me "Find something to eat if you are hungry" in chinese. Wht can i do to help her? hmm.. only one solution.. not to let her worry about me.
I found out even though my left hand can scoop "hard ice cream" juz like a stone..haha! but at the end of the day..there is oways a tinge of pain on my left hand. Raining day, it will hurt too. I felt useless although I can do pull up.. When time goes by, I don wanna predict wht will happen to my left hand. Pray hard.
2day, I saw some superstar contestant came to Haagen's Daz.. like the guy called Derrick. hmm..no comments coz I'm not interested in guys..haha!
However, i'm shocked to see a secondary teacher of mine. After 7yrs ago, I met her. Wow! she was with her bf.. And I remembered she is the most beautiful and youngest gal's teacher of all, older than me 5yrs old. And she promised me to come and find me again. haha! Oops! ya.. her bf is a real handsome dude but holding a cigarette..well, I should sae even though he is a smoker doesn't mean he is bad.
Lastly, it is abt my fav sports.. Soccer. I lost touch of it, I missed every saturday training.. and suddenly thought of playing soccer..haha! Nope.. I cant have tis kind of mindset..health is more important. =)
Take care.
Firstly, my mum oways slp late..she will think alot and her mind can't stop thinking and have a gd rest. Whenever, I went hm late after my work.. I will open her bedroom door and see whether she slp anot. I'm worried becoz at tis time 2am, she should be in her dreamland but.... she woke up and tell me "Find something to eat if you are hungry" in chinese. Wht can i do to help her? hmm.. only one solution.. not to let her worry about me.
I found out even though my left hand can scoop "hard ice cream" juz like a stone..haha! but at the end of the day..there is oways a tinge of pain on my left hand. Raining day, it will hurt too. I felt useless although I can do pull up.. When time goes by, I don wanna predict wht will happen to my left hand. Pray hard.
2day, I saw some superstar contestant came to Haagen's Daz.. like the guy called Derrick. hmm..no comments coz I'm not interested in guys..haha!
However, i'm shocked to see a secondary teacher of mine. After 7yrs ago, I met her. Wow! she was with her bf.. And I remembered she is the most beautiful and youngest gal's teacher of all, older than me 5yrs old. And she promised me to come and find me again. haha! Oops! ya.. her bf is a real handsome dude but holding a cigarette..well, I should sae even though he is a smoker doesn't mean he is bad.
Lastly, it is abt my fav sports.. Soccer. I lost touch of it, I missed every saturday training.. and suddenly thought of playing soccer..haha! Nope.. I cant have tis kind of mindset..health is more important. =)
Take care.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
I'm grateful for the smiles…
I was glad when I recieved Dave's sms. He was away for 3 weeks at for army training. Even though I was working.. we chat on sms for awhile. I'm happy he is fine at Taiwan. =)
At work, Leslie, Jin Jing and I were doing the cashier and take away area. Many customers juz walk in to queue up and buy ice cream.. busy busy busy!!! and we missed out some of the drinks orders.. I have to be alert next time.
While doing closing.. I got a knock on the swing door..ya, its reali hurt.. my left side of my head near the ear is swollen. =( I stood there quietly.. real pain! right nw, my left ear like got problem, cant hear properly. Careless caused it.
Suddenly tink of wanna thanks alot of ppl who i met in poly. Friends are all around helping me to move on from one point to another. I become more greedy coz each semester I wanna get better grades. And I have nothing to proud of coz my grades is juz average. Without friends like Jimmy, Andy, Jin Jing, Michelle, Hendri, Hee Kian, Ricky, Jeremy, Jasleen and more.. I unable to get into 3rd yr.. after tis holiday, 2nd oct.. I will be goin for attachment.. no more examinations. Wht a relief for me. =)
Right nw, I was tinking.. I want to meet her anot?! Who the hell a guy don wanna meet a pretty gal? Honesty, she will vomit if she c the real person of me. I'm grateful to meet her virtually online. I can onli hear her laughter, happy voice.. + the first start of our conversation was hello nice to meet u online..
By looking at her photos.. everyone knws she looks like an actress.. Fiona. And guys from all over spore is wooing her.. no doubt I'm attracted by her looks and voice too. Well.. mayb on writing tis blog, wanna tell ppl to give me support or whtever shit. Truthfully, after so many sad feeling I went through in the past. I have no confident or no guides to meet someone special to me again. Let's set her free.. and continue to chat with her on phone, I will be veri happy with it.
Things became worst when I tok jokes tat is not funny and have funny ideas juz to make her happy..has made her pissed off. My sister was asking you fall in love for her? my answer was... hmmmmmmmm...
At tis moment.. mayb coz I'm free, no exams for me.. and started to tink alot. Honesty, each day goes by I'm afraid I will like her more.. I will be crazy after tat. I will do silly tinks.. ya, I'm not mature enough to get well with relationship. It caused me to end all my previous relationship in less den two months.
Wht should I do nw.. go on with my life and let the dreams goes on.. After all.. I knw I oways be alone. 2day.. it was the 21 days we chat on the phone. So fast?! 3 weeks.. I cant believe it too. a lady told me.. its not gd to count the times and days you and your love ones 2gether.. Well, I onli believe in fate. Let's fate to decide.
Coming monday.. Linux revision with Jeremy, good luck to me on 23 sep Novell extra course exam.
Take care.
At work, Leslie, Jin Jing and I were doing the cashier and take away area. Many customers juz walk in to queue up and buy ice cream.. busy busy busy!!! and we missed out some of the drinks orders.. I have to be alert next time.
While doing closing.. I got a knock on the swing door..ya, its reali hurt.. my left side of my head near the ear is swollen. =( I stood there quietly.. real pain! right nw, my left ear like got problem, cant hear properly. Careless caused it.
Suddenly tink of wanna thanks alot of ppl who i met in poly. Friends are all around helping me to move on from one point to another. I become more greedy coz each semester I wanna get better grades. And I have nothing to proud of coz my grades is juz average. Without friends like Jimmy, Andy, Jin Jing, Michelle, Hendri, Hee Kian, Ricky, Jeremy, Jasleen and more.. I unable to get into 3rd yr.. after tis holiday, 2nd oct.. I will be goin for attachment.. no more examinations. Wht a relief for me. =)
Right nw, I was tinking.. I want to meet her anot?! Who the hell a guy don wanna meet a pretty gal? Honesty, she will vomit if she c the real person of me. I'm grateful to meet her virtually online. I can onli hear her laughter, happy voice.. + the first start of our conversation was hello nice to meet u online..
By looking at her photos.. everyone knws she looks like an actress.. Fiona. And guys from all over spore is wooing her.. no doubt I'm attracted by her looks and voice too. Well.. mayb on writing tis blog, wanna tell ppl to give me support or whtever shit. Truthfully, after so many sad feeling I went through in the past. I have no confident or no guides to meet someone special to me again. Let's set her free.. and continue to chat with her on phone, I will be veri happy with it.
Things became worst when I tok jokes tat is not funny and have funny ideas juz to make her happy..has made her pissed off. My sister was asking you fall in love for her? my answer was... hmmmmmmmm...
At tis moment.. mayb coz I'm free, no exams for me.. and started to tink alot. Honesty, each day goes by I'm afraid I will like her more.. I will be crazy after tat. I will do silly tinks.. ya, I'm not mature enough to get well with relationship. It caused me to end all my previous relationship in less den two months.
Wht should I do nw.. go on with my life and let the dreams goes on.. After all.. I knw I oways be alone. 2day.. it was the 21 days we chat on the phone. So fast?! 3 weeks.. I cant believe it too. a lady told me.. its not gd to count the times and days you and your love ones 2gether.. Well, I onli believe in fate. Let's fate to decide.
Coming monday.. Linux revision with Jeremy, good luck to me on 23 sep Novell extra course exam.
Take care.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Eric Clapton's coming back
On 13 Jan 2007.. he will be coming to spore for his live concert. Wow! he is my fav english singer.. hmm, I'm tinking whether wanna go for his concert. After 16 yrs, the 61yrs old finally back in action.. LOL!
Yest, I was at plaza singapura wif keith.. luckily, we didn't ride bicycle to town.. Keith said. Coz there was so many policemen and sercuity personality guarding the area. As usual, we play pool for 2 hrs.. and had a simple dinner at food court. Prawn mee! my fav.. haha! Very funny tink was tat the food stall's auntie gave us alot of ingredients for free. =) perhaps, she was doing closing and don wanna waste the food.
After which, we sat down at starbucks for a coffee blend. Most of my friends said tcc coffee is expensive and not tat nice?! reali? I haven tried b4..
After I had some conversation wif keith.. I found out tat finally decision is depend on me whether I want to do it anot.. or i juz let tis dream to goes on and on.. juz like wht had happened in the past.. the previous dream ended after 8 months and 20 days.
I juz wanna c her happy... =) No worries for me.
Take care.
Yest, I was at plaza singapura wif keith.. luckily, we didn't ride bicycle to town.. Keith said. Coz there was so many policemen and sercuity personality guarding the area. As usual, we play pool for 2 hrs.. and had a simple dinner at food court. Prawn mee! my fav.. haha! Very funny tink was tat the food stall's auntie gave us alot of ingredients for free. =) perhaps, she was doing closing and don wanna waste the food.
After which, we sat down at starbucks for a coffee blend. Most of my friends said tcc coffee is expensive and not tat nice?! reali? I haven tried b4..
After I had some conversation wif keith.. I found out tat finally decision is depend on me whether I want to do it anot.. or i juz let tis dream to goes on and on.. juz like wht had happened in the past.. the previous dream ended after 8 months and 20 days.
I juz wanna c her happy... =) No worries for me.
Take care.
Friday, September 15, 2006
Neoprint Madness Part 1
VOTE!!!!
Let u guys c which is the best photo! hahaha.. yest evening,we were at Cineleisure. We decided to take neoprint..Well, it has been a long time I took neoprint. Its Fun! even though I'm 21yrs old tis yr..LOL! We choose 17 out of 20 photos. Enjoy! Thanks.. I had a great time wif u guys.
Andy, Jimmy, Leslie, Jin Jing, Michelle and I... Madness for Neoprint. =)
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Little Man
Little Man is a nice movie to watch...
It is veri funny show.. if anyone feel stress and sad, feel free u can go catch tis movie. Hmm.. it is NC16. I met up wif gladys.. and we had a chat at coffee bean after the movie. Long chat.. and we tok abt hw our birthday is celebrated in the past few years and etc. I nve expect she will meet me up coz she told me tat our date is on friday. Suddenly called me in the evening.. and veri anixous to watch it. 4 stars out of 5 for Little Man.
Oh! 2moro is my day for releasing my exam results.. hope tat I can passed and go for attachment during the next sem.
Take care.
It is veri funny show.. if anyone feel stress and sad, feel free u can go catch tis movie. Hmm.. it is NC16. I met up wif gladys.. and we had a chat at coffee bean after the movie. Long chat.. and we tok abt hw our birthday is celebrated in the past few years and etc. I nve expect she will meet me up coz she told me tat our date is on friday. Suddenly called me in the evening.. and veri anixous to watch it. 4 stars out of 5 for Little Man.
Oh! 2moro is my day for releasing my exam results.. hope tat I can passed and go for attachment during the next sem.
Take care.
Monday, September 11, 2006
Bro & sis...
3yrs ago....
1yr ago... Her name is Gladys.
2day suddenly wanna tok abt her.. haha! she is an irritating gal who I met her at Swensen's 4yrs ago. She likes to mop the floor onli.. and oways ask me to sweep the floor.. haha! Time flew past, we eventually became gd friends.
Touching moment..
I injured myself when I was playing soccer last time.. I had to go for operation on my left hand. And she is the onli gal friend who came to look for me at hospital... sure a nice friend, and whenever I got any sad tinks.. she will sit down at the nearest playground and chat wif me.
She gave me a comfortable feeling whenever we went out. We r too gd until we can tok anytink under the sun.. and asking relationship between us.. The answer is onli one.. We r veri gd friends.
She is a veri straight forward gal..who taught me alot of tinks on hw to chat well wif gals..hahaha! kidding.. she will give me comments when everytime I went out wif her. Bing Jie! tis shirt is too big for u.. tis hairstyle don suits u.. she dare to make me angry.. haha! But I scare of her coz she is veri fierce at times. I going to meet her again soon.. and I got alot of tinks to tell her. Gladys, my listening ear..
Take care.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
I don't want it to happen again...
I juz came back from work.. and the time is 4.35am. haha! and I goin to work at 12pm to 6pm later.. Ok! I couldn't slp. tis few days.. I'm thinking alot tink at one time.. and I tried to make myself tired but still I cant slp.. =(
ya, I started to think smtink tat is impossible to happen... thanks to my friends beside me, making me happy. I glad tat i enjoyed the fullest during Chalet time..and thanks to tat gal who called me when I feel bored.
Many friends told me different answer when I told them abt love stories.
Trust is veri important among friends.. I reali don mind when friends lie to me, perhaps.. they lie to me is to make me happy. Thanks for telling me white lies.. =)
Dave went to overseas for 3 weeks.. no pool game, no sat gathering when he was away.. Onli keith will accompany me through the night in tis 3 weeks..haha!
Yest nite... Changi Airport.
I bought 6 Lollypops..all the flavours avaliable at that shop. Peach, Strawberry, Cherry, Cola, apple.. and most of them r yogurt flavours.. I quickly went to Mini Toons at Airport when I reached there. haha! veri lucky, the shop owner was counting the money.. She is veri kind to let me in even though she was abt to lock the floor door. haha!
I thought tat she will come to send dave off.. but I predicted wrongly. I juz wanna standby the lollypops as a small gift if she brought the cookies.. So that Dave will not lose face when friends gave him smtink..coz he didn't prepare anytink for gift exchange.
Many tinks happened tis few days.. hopefully, everytink goes fine. I told one of my friend.. Don't call urself a loser or failure if you haven give up to achieve ur goals. Don't ever give up even though you areali did your best. Becoz you still have many chances.
If she reject you tis time.. you still can woo her back and ask her the same question again when time goes by. 1st chance rejected, u still have 2nd, 3rd,4th, 5th........... 1000000th chances to woo her back. Unless one exception.. she is married liao. =( Hopefully, I will do the same too.
Don't sad.. I will be oways here for you..
Take care.
ya, I started to think smtink tat is impossible to happen... thanks to my friends beside me, making me happy. I glad tat i enjoyed the fullest during Chalet time..and thanks to tat gal who called me when I feel bored.
Many friends told me different answer when I told them abt love stories.
Trust is veri important among friends.. I reali don mind when friends lie to me, perhaps.. they lie to me is to make me happy. Thanks for telling me white lies.. =)
Dave went to overseas for 3 weeks.. no pool game, no sat gathering when he was away.. Onli keith will accompany me through the night in tis 3 weeks..haha!
Yest nite... Changi Airport.
I bought 6 Lollypops..all the flavours avaliable at that shop. Peach, Strawberry, Cherry, Cola, apple.. and most of them r yogurt flavours.. I quickly went to Mini Toons at Airport when I reached there. haha! veri lucky, the shop owner was counting the money.. She is veri kind to let me in even though she was abt to lock the floor door. haha!
I thought tat she will come to send dave off.. but I predicted wrongly. I juz wanna standby the lollypops as a small gift if she brought the cookies.. So that Dave will not lose face when friends gave him smtink..coz he didn't prepare anytink for gift exchange.
Many tinks happened tis few days.. hopefully, everytink goes fine. I told one of my friend.. Don't call urself a loser or failure if you haven give up to achieve ur goals. Don't ever give up even though you areali did your best. Becoz you still have many chances.
If she reject you tis time.. you still can woo her back and ask her the same question again when time goes by. 1st chance rejected, u still have 2nd, 3rd,4th, 5th........... 1000000th chances to woo her back. Unless one exception.. she is married liao. =( Hopefully, I will do the same too.
Don't sad.. I will be oways here for you..
Take care.
Friday, September 08, 2006
Chalet...
Hello to all!! haha.. Those photo was taken during our stay at Chalet.
The 1st photo [white shirt].. actually, u guys don knw.. I was abit drunk at tat time. haha! And beside me is Jin Jing.. she punished me for drinking too much Vodka.
And the "sexiest" photos of the season was taken at the Swimming pool.. ya, i admit I'm a skinny guy..haha!
Last of all.. Andy's plan on celebrating his admire brithday Succeed! yeah.. and the birthday gal was touched.
Take care.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Plan ahead..
2moro till friday early afternoon.. I will be at Chalet. Well, my dear friend goin to celebrate his admire birthday at there. Hopefully, he will melts the gal's heart. And we are helping him too. It is quite a simple preparation on tis chalet.. and not to 4get we have to enjoy to our fullest. Because after tis, my grp of friends going to do Final year project, and I'm the onli one going for 4 months attachment. Wasted, we are not in the same semester.. if not we can do the project 2gether.. jia you guys for the project!
After chalet, I working 12pm to 2am on saturday.. oh my god! haha..
Coming 11 sep.. I going to have an extra course on Linux Operation System for myself. 4 days of lesson.. busy days for me.. I'm still tinking whether I wan to work night shift anot after I went for my lessons..
2day.. luckily everytink is solved. And i'm glad she is back to Happy Mood.. haha! Cheers.
Take care.
After chalet, I working 12pm to 2am on saturday.. oh my god! haha..
Coming 11 sep.. I going to have an extra course on Linux Operation System for myself. 4 days of lesson.. busy days for me.. I'm still tinking whether I wan to work night shift anot after I went for my lessons..
2day.. luckily everytink is solved. And i'm glad she is back to Happy Mood.. haha! Cheers.
Take care.
最后一次
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你
Finally, I got tis song lyrics..
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你
Finally, I got tis song lyrics..
Monday, September 04, 2006
Jimmy's Birthday
2gether wif Andy, Michelle, Jin Jing, Zhi Min, Leslie, Derick, Jimmy and Me.. We were busy enjoying ourselves yest. haha!
From.. Paya Lebar Air Base to Expo IT show to Bugis Junction to Clementi.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
你离开我 连一句话都不说
2day's program was actually.. Keith and I goin to PS there to play pool and stay a cooling place to have a coffee. But well, we last minute decide to go Dave's hse instead.
Keith wanna have a serious chat with me abt my personal stuff. He sat down with me at the Chinese Garden MRT platform for more than 30mins. And nw I found out it is quite a gd place to chat.. cooling and quiet. hahaha! but beware the limit time we stayed on the platform..I guessed after 45mins, the system will deduct 2bucks from me ba?!
Even Keith doesn't have much relationship experience.. but he told me some important points abt it and told me not to make the same mistakes over and over again. This proved to me tat even without much experience in relationship..doesn't reali matters. =) Thanks Keith. He knws wht i'm tinking. Not to forget, Leslie, Jimmy and Andy.. they helped me alot too.
When I reached Dave's hse, I felt tired and went to slp while they r playing PSP games. haha! I'm quite extra la.. glad tat Dave's mum prepared a simple dinner meal for us.. and it taste nice!
Happy when she sounds happy on the phone.. hopefully, she nve get hurt again when she met her new bf. =) I'm sure i will be veri happy to hear tat.. she is nice and she knws I'm bored when I was at Dave's hse. I kept turning the magazine pages. haha!
If there is a chance.. I wish to have a meal with her.. mayb "lame" chop? LOL! or anytink..
Alright.. Jer, jia you! get the person u like ya... I don wanna c u cry again. When pretty gal cried all day is not gd, tat guy is not worth it.
Hope you nve give up to get those tinks you like..coz nobody own ur life. Its depend on youself tat wht u reali wan in ur life. I tok soooo much as if I'm clever.. haiz.
Take care.
Keith wanna have a serious chat with me abt my personal stuff. He sat down with me at the Chinese Garden MRT platform for more than 30mins. And nw I found out it is quite a gd place to chat.. cooling and quiet. hahaha! but beware the limit time we stayed on the platform..I guessed after 45mins, the system will deduct 2bucks from me ba?!
Even Keith doesn't have much relationship experience.. but he told me some important points abt it and told me not to make the same mistakes over and over again. This proved to me tat even without much experience in relationship..doesn't reali matters. =) Thanks Keith. He knws wht i'm tinking. Not to forget, Leslie, Jimmy and Andy.. they helped me alot too.
When I reached Dave's hse, I felt tired and went to slp while they r playing PSP games. haha! I'm quite extra la.. glad tat Dave's mum prepared a simple dinner meal for us.. and it taste nice!
Happy when she sounds happy on the phone.. hopefully, she nve get hurt again when she met her new bf. =) I'm sure i will be veri happy to hear tat.. she is nice and she knws I'm bored when I was at Dave's hse. I kept turning the magazine pages. haha!
If there is a chance.. I wish to have a meal with her.. mayb "lame" chop? LOL! or anytink..
Alright.. Jer, jia you! get the person u like ya... I don wanna c u cry again. When pretty gal cried all day is not gd, tat guy is not worth it.
Hope you nve give up to get those tinks you like..coz nobody own ur life. Its depend on youself tat wht u reali wan in ur life. I tok soooo much as if I'm clever.. haiz.
Take care.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
GO GO GO!!!
Yest happened alot of tinks.. sad and happy. Well, let me sae abt the sad tinks 1st.
Sad
I'm not goin back to Swensen's anymore.. ya, sorry guys in Swensen's. It is quite confused for me when I made tis decision.
She was abit upset when I was toking wif her on the phone. My mind was tinking hw to make her happy. Hopefully, she will forget tat "tardbas" haha.. I named it for tat guy.
Happy
The members of meaning of Six has came back from HK liao.. haha! they bought me some wine to share and food. The feeling is veri gd when you see them heading back to spore. =)
I went to Keith's hse to meet up wif Dave oso.. long time didn't saw them liao. Yeah! they had great fun playing games.. and I was surfing the net all along. Guys meet up soon ok! coz Dave going to Taiwan soon..
Take care.
Sad
I'm not goin back to Swensen's anymore.. ya, sorry guys in Swensen's. It is quite confused for me when I made tis decision.
She was abit upset when I was toking wif her on the phone. My mind was tinking hw to make her happy. Hopefully, she will forget tat "tardbas" haha.. I named it for tat guy.
Happy
The members of meaning of Six has came back from HK liao.. haha! they bought me some wine to share and food. The feeling is veri gd when you see them heading back to spore. =)
I went to Keith's hse to meet up wif Dave oso.. long time didn't saw them liao. Yeah! they had great fun playing games.. and I was surfing the net all along. Guys meet up soon ok! coz Dave going to Taiwan soon..
Take care.
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