Now I feel the strength...

I got the strength to carry on...

2day i don knw whether isit a gd or bad day for me..

He did replied me.. =)

After work I went to my uncle's hse.. my mum and sister were at there too. My mum's family will oways have a gathering on the 9th day tis month (chinese calendar). Yup.. and 10th day of tis month which is 2moro.. is my chinese birthday! hahaha..

Actually, my uncle is my god father.. he gave me a precious gift. He wore it and tat is a buddha tanga. =)

tis time.. my dad not feeling well again. I quickly accompany him to see the doctor again after our dinner. Now.. the doctor said, he has to eat the medicine every morning. My doctor examined.. he got high blood pressure. I was sad to hear tat when I was inside the clinic.

Don worry dad.. juz treat tis as vitamin. I told my dad with a smile on my face.
He is the sole breadwinner in my family.. and he is in his 50s. I had made up my mind.. since nw I having attachment.. it impossible to work for my dad in the weekdays.. I decided to help him on the weekends.. sat and sun. Haagen Daz's..hmmmm, onli work two nite shift in weekdays..

Its impossible to ask my brother to help out.. he is in army and studied at Uni. I have to do my job well to help out in the family.. i guessed it is fated.. I'm an Ox! I have to work more..hahaha! crap..

sorry guys.. I'm not kidding nw. I unable to meet u guys on weekends.. Only after 6pm den can meet up.

I hope i can help more for my family b4 I go army..

My dad.. finally allow me to help him to work. He said I'm weak to carry those cutter all tat stuff..hahaha! I gonna prove him wrong man, and have to train myself.. and furthermore I have to knw more abt the plants and flowers.. learn to chat with client too.. and I got the chance to drive my dad's lorry again, go around spore.

My life goes on...


Take care.

Studio

I voted her for BEST colleague award!!! =) Her name is Kamilia

MediaCorp

2day I had a special and 1st time experience event for me.. I went to MediaCorp for an show.. the show was Miss Vassantham.. =)

The show started at 6.30pm.. and we were seated at 5pm. There was a large crowd supporting the contestent. Actually, I was shocked abt this event.. as in I don knw it is a LIVE show.. and thanks to Kamy..she gave me the ticket. She oso intro me some of her Uni friends..Angel, Ivin and more. We are supporting Priya from UnSim..yup, Kamy's schmates.. however, it is a sad news tat she didn't went in to the top 3 finalist. I guessed it is a gd experience to her ya.. on top of tat.. President S R Nathan and his wife came for the show too. I was honoured to c him on real life..haha! ok, i'm crazy.

I don reali knw the place.. I onli knw take mrt to Toa Payoh and bus 157 to stop outside MediaCorp near Andrew Road.

2gether with 4 other friends.. we had our dinner at Toa Payoh Central b4 going hm.

Hopefully, after tis event.. I can have more MediaCorp tickets to watch it on Live studio.

Take care.

You are the missing queen..

wow! the time is 3.10am.. Dave goin to kill me soon..haha! coz I meeting him later at 8.30am at his hse there.. haha!

I juz edited photos for my friend's presentation.. it is quite fun but i have to take 2hrs + to do that.

Guess wht! I went for the wedding dinner juz nw.. as my whole family went too. =)
The place is at Orchard Parade Hotel. The food is nice.. the service is good.. moreover, my cousin is the main actor! haha.. yup.. he is capable to have his wedding dinner at an expensive restaurant.. tat's y! guys have to earn big bucks.. =) Lovely couples.. kissed for more than 3mins at the stage..hahaha! ya..of course, the MC forced him to play tis game.. kiss until we finish clapping our hands.. haha!

After the wedding dinner.. my dad was not feeling well. My brother and I quickly accompany him to the nearest 24hrs clinic. Everytink is fine.. the doctor said.

I guessed he is too tired over his work due to short of employee.. Hmm.. I should go help him out in the weekend soon.

Take care.

I didn't ask for more...

Recently, I have lot of tinks to do at my workplace.. busy days for me. However, I will not 4get me friends..

Juz nw I met up with gladys at jp.. we went to fish & co for our dinner, she intend to treat me as to celebrate my belated birthday. Well, I felt paiseh.. and decided to pay her back when we were on the way home. I don use to it when gals treats me. She is a busy gal.. Always at this period.. she going to have exams soon. Actually intend to watch The Guardian hmm.. its her idea to watch it.. but we didn't buy the tickets, she is still rushing for her project. We went hm at the dinner.

On the way hm, I was slping in the bus.. too tired. I missed my stop.. when I woke up, I was areali at IMM bus stop.. I have to walk a long distance back to my home.

It has been a long time.. I didn't be alone. All my friends accompany me.. I didn't used to it when I walked home alone. I started to think lot of tinks on the way back..

Awww.. my brother not attending the wedding dinner, I guessed I not going too.. coz I will feel paiseh.. relatives long time didn't meet up with my brother but yet he is not going.. I felt i'm an extra if i go for the wedding.. My brother should go.. becoz he is the 1st son of my family and a clever guy indeed. And I'm not.


Take care.

Back to office

2moro.. I will be going back to office. Thanks again to u guys. I'm glad tis yr.. my birthday..I did enjoyed veri much. U guys rocks!!!

Well, 2day I went out with my family.. long timeI didn't have dinner with my family. And I had a great chat with my sister too.. =)

After tat I meet up with Keith and Dave. hahaha! It is quite an interesting game..they recommended me. Monster Hunter! Rain and I were trying to beat one of the monster.. Thanks to Dave and Keith.. they are the pros, helped me along.

Furthermore, tis coming saturday evening.. I got a wedding dinner to attend, yeah.. likes to see couples getting married. haha! Oops.. I'm crazy.

Take care.

Happy...

The day of Celebration..

First of all.. thanks to my friends

Gift from.. Dave, Keith, Rain, Pei Ying, Yan Wen, Leslie,Choi Mei, Jin Jing, Andy, Michelle, Jimmy and Zhi Min and more..

Random gift..
PSP, daisy flower, Man Utd jersey, Key Chain, T-shirt, soccer ball.. and some of the gifts I haven received it..hahaha!

Call from.. Jennifer, Gladys and Sandra and more...

SMS from.. many many friends! haha.. thanks man.

I'm surprised.. when I saw my gift was areali at my cupboard..haha! The story goes like tis, Jimmy and friends has told my sister to keep the gift secretly at my house.. The Man Utd jersey was areali inside my cupboard for two days.. however I onli knew it 2day..haha! Before going out to meet them at raffles city.. Leslie, Jimmy and Andy came to my hse to meet me 1st. When they show me the jersey..I was totally shocked! haha.. Andy added, wear it for 2day's event..haha! Cool man. I'm a Man Utd supporter!!! LOL!

Michelle bought me 4 daisy flower.. reali thanks man. It is veri unique when gals buy flower for guys.. Oops! Am I gay?! haha.. but well.. it is a special present for me.

We went to have Fondue at Haagen Daz's Esplanade.. Being a customer is much more relax than serving customers.. haha! Thanks to the manager gave us discount..=)

Thanks alot guys.. I will treasure all the gift.

21st Birthday Celebration Part 2

Shin Min (Andy's sister) and Zhi Min joined us the fun for the dinner at IMM...

We had a great dinner 2gether.. and once more, I was surprised to have a durian birthday cake after the meal.. The resturant played the birthday song.. i'm touched! really thanks to u guys. =)

On top of tat.. Andy's sister birthday was on 22nd Oct. And it was one day before my birthday.. We decided to celebrate it 2gether..

After the dinner.. Leslie, Jin Jing, Michelle, Jimmy and I went to play pool at Jurong East Central. And thanks to Yan Wen.. I met her at my house here after all the events. She passed me a gift! It was a size 2 Nike Soccer ball.. Wow! I'm veri happy to receive it.. coz I love soccer!! I gonna placed it at my living room soon..hahaha!

I really enjoy my day on 22nd Oct 2006! And now areali 3.05am.. I'm 21st yrs old guy. =)

A different me...

It was quite fun to try on my friend Jin Jing, spects.. haha! I looked at a small boy even though I turn 21 yrs old soon..

They trying their best to make me happy!! =)

Hey..brother!!! this is for you!

I was totally shocked when Keith and Dave gave me.

It was PSP!!!!! My early 21st birthday gift from them.. thanks!!! I'm veri happy and touched when I saw it. I know u guys spent quite alot of money on my gift. Veri paiseh when I received it.. I will treasure tis gift and buy lots of games to play..LOL! however, I'm not gd in playing games.

Last time, Keith and Dave used to play games and I juz sat there watch tv or surfing net.. tis time is different PSP is on my hand NOW.. I can play wif them..hahaha! POWER!!


On friday, juz nice tat my attachment company colleague, she has the same birthday as me.. her name is Ameila. She is 23 tis yr.. and thanks to my supervisor, she celebrated my brithday too.. and bought a bigger cake for both of us.. LOL! Thanks to Archer Logic Pte Ltd.

2day I went to work.. and last min at abt 6pm.. manager asked leslie and me to go Vivo City to help the new outlet at there.. Oh man! I knew it will be damn busy.. yup!! busy day for me.
Vivo City is a nice place for couple.. friends bring along ur gf go there okok.. hahaha!


Take care.

对的人

爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
--------------------------------

我能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
--------------------------------

我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到对的人
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It is taken from a song titled.. 对的人 sang by 戴爱玲.
A meaningful song.. =)


Also, I saw yan wen's blog.. wow! new blogskin..new song. The song is veri nice even though I don knw the meaning.. LOL! The feeling is gd while listening to it.

Looking Back

SWENSEN'S!!!!!!!!! I missed my colleagues.. and I was proud to be their team. Long time didn't meet up with you guys.. it is goin to 3months since I left Swensen's. I should find one day go find "my beloved chef" hahaha.. Lau Pan! He is the best chef I even met.. he brought me to taste the nice spicy crab near Kallang.. =)

Time reali flys.. when you are busy. When I looked back at those photos.. it reminds me alot of tinks.. Sadness and Happiness. I will be veri paiseh to go back to have a meal at there.. coz I will not let my ex colleagues to serve me.. 3yr + I spent at there.






Miss the days we did projects 2gether...
Miss the days we had fun at Malaysia, muar.. and they gave me lots of fun coz they knw tat was my 1st time went to malaysia.. =)

Most of the time.. we met up for supper at the malay stall, order food like prata, deep fried food..
We organised chalet and had a great memories for others.. 1st was Choi Mei's birthday (on the left) 6th March 06.

2nd was Andy's fav gal..hahaha! Jia yu.. on 6th Sep 06. It tells me we have a great bond.. we work as a team..slp, eat, swim as a team! (",)

If there was any misunderstanding.. we were try to solve it asap and all of them are understanding.. This wht I like most. On top of that.. added Leslie in our "gang" we had more fun.. and I hope it will last. Friends Forever.


I cant wait for Sunday to come.. we will meet up rite?! hahaha...


Take care.

Like Father like Son

Most of my friends knw my dad is a lanscape and gardening contractor.. Maybe his son will be as him in the future.. hahaha! I love to look at his 1001 flowers bk. Above flowers.. is some of my favourite. =) I decided to take some and post it..

退后

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记

榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去


天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记

榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续


我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续
（相信你我还会有开始只因我们都没有错）
END

Wht really matters?!

WOW! so fast 2moro is Monday.. and it will be the 1st day of the week. My working mood starts.. as usual waiting for weekends..hahahaha! Ok, yet again.. I got to work night shift at haagen daz's after my attachment. It mayb a busy week for me.. =(

Long time I didn't chat with Jue Yi and Choi Mei.. finally, I get to online and chatted with them. They are nice ppl.. Thanks!

This coming wed.. if everytink goes fine, I will be meeting Choi Mei for a dinner near Pearl Centre after my work.. Hopefully, she likes the food I goin to recommend her. She will be telling me more tinks abt attachment stuff.. and I wish to learn more from her.

If someone birthday is coming.. wht will u do?
For me.. I will sms him/her a birthday greeting..

Will you celebrate with her/him?
Of course..I wish to.. but if i'm busy? I may not join in the fun.

Hey.. Valerie! U looking at tis msg? hahaha.. Ya, its u..Diamond. Long time no c.. recently it was ur birthday but didn't celebrate for u.. hmmm, hopefully if there is a chance, I may go Compass Point to meet my former Swensen's Manager..and at the same time can meet u up ya.. =)

Treasure friends is the best... =)

My 21st birthday is coming real soon.. friends asking me, wht is on ur mind? Anxious to reach 21yrs old? hahaha.. Or wanna celebrate with ur love ones..

Wht really matters? To me.. birthday is a normal day for me. But I will do a silly tink when it is my birthday.. In the morning, before i wake up.. I will sing a birthday song for myself..hahahaha! funny rite... ya, I'm crazy. Its true.. I did it everytime.

Last yr during my 2oth birthday.. I didn't get to celebrate it.. but its ok reali.. I'm used to it. I'm happy enough coz my friends flood my hp with sms.. hahaha!

Tis yr.. wht is special? sadden tat.. read at the fortune bk, tis yr u will found ur love ones.. Oops! touch wood if reali nve happen.. Everyone wants to have the feeling of being in love.. I rather want to fall in love.. =) The feeling is veri special when I goin crazy for it.. However fate plays apart too.. As I mention b4..Love is not charity.

I'm very fortunate to have u guys around.. thanks thanks! Every yr... I did received lots of present.. And the present is all of YOU!!! Friends...

I will post my birthday wishes for tis yr soon.. =)

Take care.

NR5 or 174M

Finally.. I made my decision on wht I wanna do in weekends. I didn't go to work or stay at home... I went out with friends to town..

I went to Wheellock to have our lunch..finally, I found the best food court in town. Also, its my 1st time to enter ipod offical shop..and I tried some games from Xbox. =)

Thanks guys.. We had lots of fun at town even though the place was veri crowded. Pool games at two places..haha! the "feeling" was there, tat's y keep wanna play non stop..

Also, we watched midnight show.. Death Note. It was quite a nice show..reali! enjoyed it.
And..nw den I found out Toni & Guy hair saloon owner is my relative. haha! wht a small world.. next time I hope I can have a haircut at there.. provided I have discount LOL..

Tired and fun day.. gonna take a rest.


Take care.

Something is missing...

I don't feel wanna slp early..so came online. I tink becoz juz nw slp too long areali. 4pm to 9m.. And I went to central with keith to have my dinner.
I had headache and I decided not to work at Haagen juz nw.. sorry leslie.. last min den tell u. Haiz.. I'm the one to ask him to work with me at nite shift.. =(

I hope 2moro will be a better day.. It will be a long day for me. After my attachment.. I will be working till 1am at haagen.

I'm tinking wht to do in tis coming weekend... work at haagen or rest at home, meet up with friends?!

I tink..i will remind myself. I should not fall in love easily.. Yes, something is missing.. tat is confidence and trust. Perhaps.. Single is much more suitable for me. One thing to solve this, I will keep myself busy...


Take care.

Busy! wht can I do?

All along I was busy... I work 9.30am to 6pm for my attachment. 7pm to 11pm in Haagen Daz's. I became more skinny each day.. ya..veri ugly guy ya! tat's wht ppl told me. However, I juz hack care everytink! Keep myself busy.

Few days ago.. I was having cold war with my mum. I felt guilty. Tis morning, my dad told me tat mum is going to have a check up again. Tis time on her liver. I was shocked.. doctor found out the blood test report was not alright. Well well well!!! Wht's going on nw?! Let me take all the bad tinks..I want my family to be fine oways.

Mum.. I knw u love money. I want do my best to earn more for u. Guess she will not read tis post. Pray hard..I hope everytink is fine.

I gonna go downstairs to pray till 2moro 3pm.. i'm not sleeping. It is a hokkien tradition to pray for my late grandparents..3yrs once i guess.

Wht keep me awake?! CHINESS CHESS!!! hahahaha.. I gonna play wif my uncle soon.

Take care.

Fortunate to be...

Yest it was Mooncake festival.. oso called as lantern festival. Yes, I did went to Marina Square. I met up with PY. Firstly, I went to Swensen's.. I bought a double scoop ice cream in a cup. And thanks to the manager.. =) He helped me smtink I appreciated.

And both of us went to Ang Mo Kio.. near her hse got a park.. and we played candles, lantern etc. haha! It reminds me in the past when I was small. After tat, I went to meet Keith and Dave + his gf.

As usual, they played games and I watched tv. I got hm at abt 4am. It was an enjoyable day.


2day.. saturday. I was in town at Orhard. 2gether wif PY, Dave + his gf.. we watched Robin B Hood. haha! It was a funny and touching movie. We went to take some neoprints. Oh man! I looked funny at the neoprint. goin to upload sooooooon!!

We went to some place to cheer up.. I drank 3 bottle of beer. And we had our dinner + supper near Esplanade (recommended by Makansutra). Thanks to PY.. have a enjoyable nite with her.

She went hm after the dinner.. three of us continued to watch movie at Marina Square..haha! World Trade Centre.. yup, it was a nice show. The time is 4.30am. Oh my god.. 2moro have to work at 12pm.. hopefully I will get tired easily during at work.

Take care.

Mooncake Festival...

I going to a place to find my happiness...

I hope I can make it.. 2nite at Marina Square.


Take care.

Wedding Dinner at Odeon Towers

Long time I didn't have a chance to go wedding dinner with my parents.. I was busy doing my stuff. However, 2day I went for my cousin's one and only wedding dinner. I was abit lost to go to tat resturant..decided to take a cab. Thanks to the taxi uncle chat with me after a long tiring day. He is veri friendly.. haha! he thought tat I got a gf.. he intro me many places tat suits for couples.. and he is in his 50s.

I got loads of things to do......I'm ok guys. I still have to eat my 3 meals and have a normal life.

Will you marry me? tis is a powerful sentence.. I will use onli once. It oways need two hands to clap. =)

Take care.

Laugh out loud...

Thanks to all my friends

Thanks for being my listening ears... I'm veri happy tat one of my friend came back from malaysia..the 1st tink the person asked is.. Bing Jie you ok ma?

I'm touched to have so many gd friends around... Its has been a long time I didn't see my tears. And yet.. I lost tis battle.. I cried again.

There is no true love exist.. NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cya guys again.. rocks on!

Take care.

Chinatown porridge

The whole afternoon I was at home.. doing nothing! On my fav music.. listen over and over again. Thanks guys! they asked me go out for dinner 2gether at Chinatown. Drove high speed at expressway and open the car window. The feeling is soooooo gd!!! veri relaxing. Forget the sad tinks and enjoy the fullest.

I ate black pepper fish porridge.. and friends had "frog meat" porridge and it is the most famous dish at there..but my parents don allow me to eat. Nah its ok.. there r still many great foods around.

2moro is my 1st day working at my attachment company. Wish myself good luck!

Take care.

Drunkdrunkdrunkdrunkdrunk

I was drunk after 12 cans of Carlsberg's beer.. it cost me $35.90. It needed me to work one day of nite shift in Haagen Daz's. Plus taking a cab home at midnight is not worth it when you are drunk.. you may not knw hw much you had paid the taxi driver.. hahahaha! Stupid guy like me did it. In the morning.. I saw my wallet short of some money..I knew it!

Let me forget everytink.. and start a new fresh week during my attachment on monday. Attachment ended at 26 Jan.. 4 months to go.

No one help you unless you help yourself. I'm free and available..hahahaha! I will nve trust her again. Wht does it means love someone forever? She misused tis word..FOREVER.Thanks for tis 5 weeks. I learnt alot of tinks. Oways remember tis, I will nve angry abt u if u did smtink wrong to me. We are all human.. and we make mistakes. And I will not stop Dave to woo u.. get wht
u reali want.. I have nothing to comment abt it.

Really in love to a girl isn't tat easy.. you must ask urself, do you telling a lie to urself? No doubt, I did fall in love to her.. but........its all a lie when I received her email. It is juz like a drama. Sometimes, when I walked past a couple.. I don't dare to see the girlfirend.. just one glance onli.. coz I wanna give the girl's bf a respect. I agreed he will get jealous when someone is looking at his gf. Soooo..pls, don look at my girl if I have want.. I will get jealous..wahahahaha!

Or you are just inmature... I'm not ready. Yes! I'm not ready to have a relationship. I'm sure she like it when thousands of guys wooing her at one time. However, I like simply girl. Jia you Bing Jie! u will get a girl who reali like you one day..but not now. Don't pity me guys..juz tag me or even contact me to scold me. I caused the problem.
Side track.. I have to learn more abt php programming for my attachement. If not, I will be like a blur king in tat new company. I didn't do well in my Linux extra course.. Novell cert exam.

Well..I'm still tinking whether wanna retake again.
I reali hope no one will guide me along to walk my path.. its time to wake up! Or mayb i'm too late to wake up.. after NS?

Coming my 21st birthday.. I'm ashamed to celebrate..becoz to my parents mind..I'm still a kid.


I'm juz a toy.. let people play with it.

Take care.