This Lili bouquet.. is for her. 

1st Treat...

On Saturday, I had decided to meet her after her performance at Kallang Theatre. At about 7.30pm I leave home to Somerset.. to take bus16 to Kallang Road. And her performance ended at about 9.45pm. As I mention b4, I had bought a pink bouquet for her concert on friday.

Flash back, that friday nite she told me she likes Lili flower..well honesty my mind was thinking to buy her a Lili flower after her sat performance.. I tried my luck to go back to that previous florist shop that I purchased the pink bouquet to search whether there is still Lili flower. However, The shop didn't sell. Oh Man! I quickly asked te shop owner "Where is the nearest florist beside here?!" She said behind OG shop[ing centre.

Without any hesitation, I rushed to search for it. I think I reached that "florist" building and I asked the security guard where is the location of the shop. And you know WHAT! All shops had closed.. too late! 8.45pm ..so early shop closed?! I hope I have a bit of luck so that I can buy it. Where can i get the Lili bouquet?! I asked myself.. I didn't give up and time is running up. I have to reach the theatre at 9.45pm but at 9pm, I was still at Somerset..

I ran down to the those small stalls.. I found blue rose BUT it is not real flower..haha! I was thinking to buy blue or Lili bouquest because Sandra like it. Hmm.. I decided to go Taka to give it a try.. run there! Ya, reali was running like a mad dog..haha! I reached a florist shop at Taka 2nd floor.. haha! Oh..I was sooooo happy! I FOUND Lili bouquet! I hope she will be happy too.. I scared she will scold me because I bought 2 bouquet for her in 2days.. I was soooo lucky I able to find Lili.. There are 2 Lili bouquet placed at there.. And of course, I choosen the Best one! haha.. I quickly went to take bus16 to Kalleng Theatre..

On the way there, some part of the road had blocked due to rehersal of NDP. Oh! Jam... Sandra called and we meet at Lavender instead. Well, i waited for pretty long..because she said she might tink of other place to meet.. I had to wait for her call. I was standing alone at the control station.....holding that beauitful Lili bouquet. She called me and to meet at Chinatown instead.. after awhile, she called and decided to meet at ParkMall because she was tired and there is a straight bus back to her house. I was veri anxious to pass her the bouquet. I saw her walking towards me and I quickly hide the bouquet behind me.

She looks happy I guess..haha! She accepted the bouquet. And I accompanied her home. A happy day for me.. luckily, I managed to buy the bouquet and gave it to her. I able to see her smile again.. =)

21 hours with her
On Sunday nite, I spent the whole night fixing her computer.. Thanks to Jimmy help. And the next day, we went out shopping and stuff.. Thanx Sandra for your treat..at Sakae Sushi! 1st time..haha! We had a great time 2gether tis few days.. Treasure it. Study time, sem tests is in next week..Take Care.

Her Pretty and Dance

She is so beauitful on that nite..



She went to dance practise for the past one and a half months..Almost every dance practise, she was so tired. And I waited very long to see her performance.. 2day at Kallang Theatre..her dance item is Ash Children (Ash Child). Oh man..her dance steps is prefect! I keep on looking at her..haha! Her friends(F5) and I were sitting at the 2nd level.. quite far, however i'm able to spot her..=) It is so called a classic dance item.

Before the concert, I met up with 3 of her F5 members..(Jessie, Jane and June). Thanx to them, as in they meet up 2gether to go to the concert. ya, Sandra's friends are veri friendly and out going. At Burger King, most of the topic was about her..Sandra. haha! After that, we went to buy flowers..=) 1st, i quickly asked the florist to let me see those pink bouquet..eventually, I bought it..I thought she likes pink bouquet..but haha.. F5 members bought red rose bouquet for her. She said red is nicer den pink..LOl! well, nvemind.. hmm..and tis is the first time i buy flowers for a girl.. The feeling is scary when the moment i give her the bouquet..thinking she will take the bouquet or anot?!

After the concert, she was holding many bouquet..she was hugging her F5 members, I guess she is touched by her friends..all the way came there to watch her performance..2 of them came straight from school..And her aunt came to fetch her, thanx her aunt becoz she don mind sending me hm.. yup! I believed she had a great nite..Thumbs up for her performance. And there is another concert performance 2nite.. I'm looking forward to meet her later. Take Care.

I'll Still Love You More

Ask me how much you mean to me
And I wouldn't even know where to start
Ask if this love runs deep in me
And you won't find a deeper love in any heart
You could say you couldn't live one day without me
You could say all of your thoughts are about me
You could think no other love could be as strong
But you'd be wrong
You'd be wrong

Chorus:
If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Than anyone's ever been loved before
As much as you love me
Baby I'll still love you
Baby I'll still love you more
I'll still love you more

Ask me just what I'd do for you
And I'll tell you I would do anything
Ask if this heart beats true for you
And I'll show you a truer heart could never be

(Repeat Chorus)

And for every kiss
I'll kiss you back a hundred times
And for everything you do
I'll just do more
And for all the love you give
I'll give you so much back you'll see
Got so much love for you inside

(Repeat Chorus)

If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Than anyone's ever been loved before
No matter how much you love me
Baby I'll still love you
Baby I'll still love you more, yeah
I'll still love you more

Pardon me..

I had quit soccer.. to play as a professional football player is my passion. Due to my injury and my parents discourage me to play. They don't want me to take a big risk again. Last match, there was a hard tackled during the match.. a tinge of fear frightened me..and I lost the touch of the football..I played badly and was replaced after half time. It is time to make a decision (YES or NO) to soccer?!

When I found out I have no chance to be with her.. I have to make a decision which is to set her free..and not keep asking her the same question.. Her feeling towards me has been changed. Its ok.. I will still love her more.. 90 times we met up!

Sometimes..I make her angry until she kept saying "freaking", "whatever", "fine", "I'm pissed off". Argument starts when we were talking on the phone. But when we met up.. there are no argument. I want to know what she is doing..and i better stop this bad habit and create my own assumption on what she is doing now. Happy is not everything and nothing last forever.. So treasure it. Honesty, girls tend to change her mind frequently. And I should be more understand next time.

I'm always jealous with small matters, well..I better change!

Thanks, I can go to watch the concert...=)

I'm Lost, Happiness is not everything

2day i wanna write about my life now.. I'm Lost! tis few days, i felt very sad and confused. I was like running around the maze..don't know where is the exit.

1st of all, I had caused Sandra extremely angry on what i had done for her. On tuesday, I wanna go find her after her work.. I met her. and I accompanied her back hm.. while on the way hm, I had told her i didn't bring the cd she want. And she said it is ok, next time then pass to her. Well, I felt that i should pass her on tat day because i tink I may not pass to her the following days due to our busy schedule.. After sending home tat day.. I quickly ran to take a cab even though my stomach was pain.. I was very stubborn.. My mind only tink of passing the cd to her.. I came back to her block.. I called her and told her i had placed the cd on her shoes cupboard outside her house. Well, she was pissed off.. Oh my god, wht have i done wrong?! I forget to pass her the cd and i go back hm to take it again.. she don wanna take the cd because i didn't listen to her words and she was scared i did stupid tinks over and over again.. I should pass her when we meet up again.. She asked me to put inside her letter box instead. A happy day with her ended up made her angry.

2nd, I felt that I don't really know wht am i doing sometimes.. I'm not daring?! Lack of confident?! or ACTING I'M USELESS, NO CONFIDENT?? tis few days, i'm doing my assignments.. after sch, always when passing a chinese temple, i will pray for my family and of course Sandra.. hoping she can be happy, cheerful and healthy always.. It true, when sandra told me.. Happiness is not everything.. wht I did..is for sure I may not make her the most fortunate girl.. tis few days, we didn't have a gd chat before we slp.. in the morning, she has to wake up 7am and I caused her don't have enough slp.. Wht's wrong with Me????????? am I a Beast.... caused so much trouble for her.. she was so tired...2day is a weekend, hope she can rest well at home..sorry Sandra.

2day I went to Np to play soccer with Sandra's ex bf and friends.. I played a few matches only, and sat under the tree and rest.. glad to meet chris again.. take care dude.

Just now, when she called.. i knew I cant meet her 2day.. She was too tired and busy with her stuff.. well, she need a rest. Sad that i cant meet her.. its ok la, health is important.. after she put down her phone.. my mum tok to me.. She said, Don't force her if she don wanna be with you.. It will make things worst.. my eyes filled with tears, she was in her room.. all tis while, my family thought that I had a gf.. who know's?! Only Sandra and me know our real status.. Wht can i say?! She is single now, options is open.

I wanna watch you perform in the Concert..Can I?

I Will Fall In Love With You Again And Again.

Long time didn't update my blog.. Well tis week was a busy day for me.. But at the same time I enjoyed the times wif Sandra. 1st assignment i passed up in my yr2 life in SP.

1st up... on Mon evening, I went to Boon Lay Fun Fair 2gether wif Sandra's sister and three cousins.. My job was to take care of her "2nd boy". =) We went for many rides and took many nice photos ya.. However, smtink bad happened.. her cutest cousin, the youngest one vomitted. He insisted to play even though he was not feeling well. I was shocked when I was carrying him to McDonald, half way..he told me he feel like vomitting.. I quickly brought him to someplace near the drain.. After tat, I quickly brought him to the washroom for a wash up..thank god, he is ok. And he enjoyed his meal at McDonald wif Sandra and the rest. My job had been done.. and i went to andy's hse to do my Internet Marketing assignment.


2nd.. on wed evening, I gave a surprise for Sandra.. I brought her favourite blueberry cheese cake at tcc cafe. And I waited for her 30mins outside her workplace.. i thought she went home..Wow, luckily..I found out she was still at the office becoz she called me after her work. =) I accompanied her hm after tat... 82 times we met up after tat day!


3rd.. on friday, as usual.. i will be goin to her workplace to find her and go for a dinner..=). Before tat, I was at hm the whole afternoon doing assignment.. Veri happy..I got some free time to meet Sandra. We went to a 'fish & chips" resturant at Marina Square for dinner.. and we had a good chat after the meal. Her mum called her and asked her to buy spring rolls.. It was quite late, abt 10.30pm ar.. food court stalls were closed..She went to Newton Hawker to buy it instead..wanna give her mum a surprise!!! Coz her mum will think tat she will not buy the spring rolls for her. When she reached hm..her mum was veri glad.


4th.. on saturday, the most memory day for me again.. in the morning, my group members came to my hse to do assignment.. in the evening I went to ktv..which was Sandra's aunt and sis invitation. I'm not a gd singer.. and didn't sang well..haha! But at least, I impressed Sandra when i sang Tong Hua. Well, after tat, I went to Sandra's hse to stay overnight..2nd time i stayed in her hse. She was veri tired and we didn't chat much.. she went to slp after her bath.. oh ya, before she slp.. both of us tuned the tv channel..hoping to have malaysia tv2.. coz her dad wanna watched soccer match. And I made a big mistake.. I tuned auto and the previous channels was cleared and has to tuned back..oops!!! haha.. hmm.. we tried many times but we unable to tune to tv2..we went to slp after tat. The next morning, which is 2day..i quickly we to fixed the tv..and tune back all the channels..lucky man! I did it.. her mum prepared breakfast for me and she gave a packet contained dessert she made..my family juz tried it juz nw..wow! nice. I went hm at abt 1pm. And actually, I got match tis morning.. I didn't went for the match! haha.. I cant miss tis chance wif Sandra..right!!! haha.. I juz got the news from my teammate, Han, it is a draw game.. oops! pretty sad..my team didn't won the game..gained 1 point only. Well, thanx to her Mum letting to stay overnight wif my dearest Sandra.
tis week.. even though i got many things to do.. I enjoyed it.

Sandra has lighten up my days.. =) I will fall in love with you again and again. take care.

Yup..my jersey number is 14.. In action at Katong Pitch 2.. Mandai United