我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Time machine
I only spend my time sleeping and working. Why I get tired so easily?!
Yesterday, I was at dog platoon 24 hours duty at the office. I went to sleep at about 12.30am and had to wake up at 5.30am to do area cleaning.
Guess what yesterday night a stunned call, at 1am my master 2nd Ic called to spot check me BUT I took very long to answer the call. I cannot even listen to the phone call though the phone was quite near to me. And I still call myself light sleeper.. haha! like real.
Of course, I got scolded for picking up the phone too late. I just don't know why I will never able to do 100%. No wonder my studies sucks, in army I also sucks! Being a dog handler, you must not only know how to train a guard dog but also how to cover your own ass. Its ok, as long I never do anything wrong, I will not feel sorry for myself. I'm too tired.. Just this scolding had spoilt my day. I don't want to get 'mark' by anybody. Hope monday morning when I report to camp, the master will not bring out this topic. If so, I will give him my 10mins and listen to his scolding. I want to be low profile.
Sorry guys, I cannot make it to meet up with you all. I spent my whole sunday afternoon sleeping like a pig! haha. And I even missed the time to eat my medicine. Why whenever I saw my bed, I became very tired. hahahaha!
Take care.
Yesterday, I was at dog platoon 24 hours duty at the office. I went to sleep at about 12.30am and had to wake up at 5.30am to do area cleaning.
Guess what yesterday night a stunned call, at 1am my master 2nd Ic called to spot check me BUT I took very long to answer the call. I cannot even listen to the phone call though the phone was quite near to me. And I still call myself light sleeper.. haha! like real.
Of course, I got scolded for picking up the phone too late. I just don't know why I will never able to do 100%. No wonder my studies sucks, in army I also sucks! Being a dog handler, you must not only know how to train a guard dog but also how to cover your own ass. Its ok, as long I never do anything wrong, I will not feel sorry for myself. I'm too tired.. Just this scolding had spoilt my day. I don't want to get 'mark' by anybody. Hope monday morning when I report to camp, the master will not bring out this topic. If so, I will give him my 10mins and listen to his scolding. I want to be low profile.
Sorry guys, I cannot make it to meet up with you all. I spent my whole sunday afternoon sleeping like a pig! haha. And I even missed the time to eat my medicine. Why whenever I saw my bed, I became very tired. hahahaha!
Take care.
Friday, December 14, 2007
Super happy
Jimmy, Andy, Keith, Dave, Andre, Louis, Michael, Jin Jing.. tell you guys something, I saw her, finally met her and chatted with her. =)
I'm just simply super happy. haha! Ok, cool down Bing Jie.
5 years later, the world will... Ok, if really happen I got to treasure the people around me. She may go to Canada. Hmmmmm..... ya right, as if I can change her decision.
My mouth always come out rubbish words, What am I trying to say? "huh" all the way..Its ok, too late. Please 22 years old guy, make some sense and show maturity in you.
5 days MC, the only day '13 December' was the best. No need to eat pain killer lo.. hahaha! Thanks! (",)
Don't think too much, Saturday I have get back to work.
Happy tuitioning..
Take care.
I'm just simply super happy. haha! Ok, cool down Bing Jie.
5 years later, the world will... Ok, if really happen I got to treasure the people around me. She may go to Canada. Hmmmmm..... ya right, as if I can change her decision.
My mouth always come out rubbish words, What am I trying to say? "huh" all the way..Its ok, too late. Please 22 years old guy, make some sense and show maturity in you.
5 days MC, the only day '13 December' was the best. No need to eat pain killer lo.. hahaha! Thanks! (",)
Don't think too much, Saturday I have get back to work.
Happy tuitioning..
Take care.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Singing the song...
How I wish i can represent Singapore's soccer for Sea Games.. haha! It is just a dream.
Congrats Singapore, Soccer team went into Semi Final.
When I saw singapore got gold medal, I will sing the national atheme. So you know I respect the country a lot. haha!
This morning, A tinge of pain on my left hand ring finger again. I reported sick in the camp. It was my first I reporting sick in the camp. I was very blur, don't know what is going on. Fever was due to the infection of my finger.
After a hour of waiting, I was told to go A&E at NUH. The doctor and nurse are nice people.
Got a small operation, and MC till friday! I'm rotting at home. I will miss Antis, this few days didn't bring him for a walk and I think it will become fatter. haha!
Actually in the dog platoon, I cannot always take MC easily if not I will be "mark" by my IC. People have to cover my duties.
IPPT test will be postponed to 27 December.
Year 2007
Congrats Singapore, Soccer team went into Semi Final.
When I saw singapore got gold medal, I will sing the national atheme. So you know I respect the country a lot. haha!
This morning, A tinge of pain on my left hand ring finger again. I reported sick in the camp. It was my first I reporting sick in the camp. I was very blur, don't know what is going on. Fever was due to the infection of my finger.
After a hour of waiting, I was told to go A&E at NUH. The doctor and nurse are nice people.
Got a small operation, and MC till friday! I'm rotting at home. I will miss Antis, this few days didn't bring him for a walk and I think it will become fatter. haha!
Actually in the dog platoon, I cannot always take MC easily if not I will be "mark" by my IC. People have to cover my duties.
IPPT test will be postponed to 27 December.
Year 2007
I had many great moment in year 2007. Welcome year 2008 soon.
Finger was bandage, I still write so long. haha! I'm too bored.
Take care.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Darkness to light
Happy Birthday to Keith, his 22nd birthday on 5th Dec. This year is special because he will be celebrating with his girlfriend. haha! Hope he is enjoying his day. =)
Oh, yesterday was gladys's 21st birthday, 4th Dec. Happy Belated!
Then, tomorrow is Hendri's 22nd birthday..haha! 6th Dec. It is a happening birthdays week.
Take note: If you got any cut in your finger, PLEASE apply medication as soon as possible. I thought it was just a knock by a door or something. But now one of my left hand's finger looked like a reddish "hot dog" haha! finger is infected, might be insect's bite. Doctor said next week if still not ok... operation needed to take off those dead cells. Why after another incident happened again?! Careless.
13th Dec, it will be an orientation driving test to drive dog van. Hope everything goes fine.
I hope the next posting will be the good news.
Take care.
Oh, yesterday was gladys's 21st birthday, 4th Dec. Happy Belated!
Then, tomorrow is Hendri's 22nd birthday..haha! 6th Dec. It is a happening birthdays week.
Take note: If you got any cut in your finger, PLEASE apply medication as soon as possible. I thought it was just a knock by a door or something. But now one of my left hand's finger looked like a reddish "hot dog" haha! finger is infected, might be insect's bite. Doctor said next week if still not ok... operation needed to take off those dead cells. Why after another incident happened again?! Careless.
13th Dec, it will be an orientation driving test to drive dog van. Hope everything goes fine.
I hope the next posting will be the good news.
Take care.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
SPIN! like no tomorrow
I was very lucky!
Just now, I went to medical check up for my neck. There was quite an obvious lump on the left side, and surprisingly there another lump on the right. -.-'''
The doctor applied medication on my nose and numb my nose and throat. Minutes later, I was nervous when I saw a long tube (to see how's the lump look like) was on the doctor's hand. It got to go all the way in from my nose.
While I was waiting report to come out, my teeth was numb too! Thanks to my sister, she bought Hot Milo for me. Relax relax.. she said. haha!
Yes, I had escaped an operation. =) The lump was not harmful to my body BUT still it was so called "extra" in my body. haha! i'm very different from other people. Well, I still have to go back 3 months later for following up.
7 December, free movie ticket from my camp because of anniversary celebration. =)
At Vivo City, the heartbreak kid.
13 December,IPPT test. If I passed I can jump straight to Corporal rank early next year, I'm still a private now.
Raining days, I have to rest inside the grooming area with Antis. Please treasure your bed! haha.
Look more refresh now after my hair is no more like "cabbage".
Take care.
Just now, I went to medical check up for my neck. There was quite an obvious lump on the left side, and surprisingly there another lump on the right. -.-'''
The doctor applied medication on my nose and numb my nose and throat. Minutes later, I was nervous when I saw a long tube (to see how's the lump look like) was on the doctor's hand. It got to go all the way in from my nose.
While I was waiting report to come out, my teeth was numb too! Thanks to my sister, she bought Hot Milo for me. Relax relax.. she said. haha!
Yes, I had escaped an operation. =) The lump was not harmful to my body BUT still it was so called "extra" in my body. haha! i'm very different from other people. Well, I still have to go back 3 months later for following up.
7 December, free movie ticket from my camp because of anniversary celebration. =)
At Vivo City, the heartbreak kid.
13 December,IPPT test. If I passed I can jump straight to Corporal rank early next year, I'm still a private now.
Raining days, I have to rest inside the grooming area with Antis. Please treasure your bed! haha.
Look more refresh now after my hair is no more like "cabbage".
Take care.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Enchanted
I got an off last thursday.. Jimmy and I were crazy. haha! We went to watch Enchanted. Supposed to be for couples.. haha! Alright, gay gathering. LOL!
By the way, it was my idea to watch the movie. Err its all about fairy tales and romance. A nice show indeed. Two guys in the cinema and most of them are primary school's kids. hahaha!
Its a fun outing, long time didn't play Daytona, some race game at West Mall's Arcade. The place was not noisy BUT very cold! LOL.
After that we went to meet Andy and Jimmy's friend at jurong point for a dinner. Highly recommended Grilled Chicken Chop super nice! at an open dine in just below Fish & Co (I forgot what the place called). And of course, I get to try Jimmy and andy's PSP games. =)
Finally I got the song So Close from the Enchanted movie. Cool!
Take care.
By the way, it was my idea to watch the movie. Err its all about fairy tales and romance. A nice show indeed. Two guys in the cinema and most of them are primary school's kids. hahaha!
Its a fun outing, long time didn't play Daytona, some race game at West Mall's Arcade. The place was not noisy BUT very cold! LOL.
After that we went to meet Andy and Jimmy's friend at jurong point for a dinner. Highly recommended Grilled Chicken Chop super nice! at an open dine in just below Fish & Co (I forgot what the place called). And of course, I get to try Jimmy and andy's PSP games. =)
Finally I got the song So Close from the Enchanted movie. Cool!
Take care.
Sorry
I can only say sorry to you. I'm too selfish, thanks anyway.
After 28 Nov, I will know whether I need to go for an operation. If it is a must, I unable to speak for a couple of weeks! Is that so serious? =(
Many MCs awaiting for me...
Take care.
After 28 Nov, I will know whether I need to go for an operation. If it is a must, I unable to speak for a couple of weeks! Is that so serious? =(
Many MCs awaiting for me...
Take care.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
Last saturday's outing
It was a great outing.. finally all of us met up! =)
Asath is going to army april next year, quite a long way to go.
Leslie going to passed out from Civil Defence training school.
And most importantly, we celebrated Jin Jing's 22nd birthday at Billy Bomders, Clark Quay.
This coming saturday which is tomorrow 17 November 2007, 8am. Tengah Airbase is having an open house event. There will be a dog show, and my dog will perform obstacles run through. And of course the dog is better than the handler. haha!
I'm sure audience want to see great show, I'm nervous for this event.
If everything goes fine, there will be a reward for the handlers. =)
Take care.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Time
My time has changed...
I slept at 2pm and woke up 12am plus.
I missed having Mcdonald Breakfast! I don't have a chance.
Oh by the way, my duty dog (Antis) had tail wound. The injury was quite bad and Antis almost snap me when I applied medication on the wound. Luckily, he was muzzled. Poor thing, he is going to send for treatment soon.
The secret admirer... 我不配
I slept at 2pm and woke up 12am plus.
I missed having Mcdonald Breakfast! I don't have a chance.
Oh by the way, my duty dog (Antis) had tail wound. The injury was quite bad and Antis almost snap me when I applied medication on the wound. Luckily, he was muzzled. Poor thing, he is going to send for treatment soon.
The secret admirer... 我不配
Friday, November 09, 2007
The unexpected
So many duties!!!
The unexpected news...
There is a small lump on the left side of my neck. -.-'''
I just went to polyclinic, I got a MC but I have to eat antibiotic for "don't know" what reason.
Coming weeks, check up at SGH. I hope everything will be fine.
The unexpected news...
There is a small lump on the left side of my neck. -.-'''
I just went to polyclinic, I got a MC but I have to eat antibiotic for "don't know" what reason.
Coming weeks, check up at SGH. I hope everything will be fine.
Saturday, November 03, 2007
I don't see sunshine
I almost forgot the password to log in to blogger.com. -.-'''
Daytime, I was sleeping. I worked in the night. It reminds me when I worked at haagen.
Last week, I had my english 'O' Level examination. Composition was "Someone who failed to live up his/her reputation".
When I reached home from exam, I found out that actually I wrote OUT OF POINT for my composition.
I wrote a person, who was a good friend of mine in my class. And he was a bad student, late for school, not attentive in class etc. And he became from bad to worst.
I heard from friends, this story should write about a person who is famous and in the end failed to achieve what he/she wants. And why I don't just wrote about heroes.
That's it! I think my english gone again.
Tomorrow is Jeremy's birthday.
Hafiz (9th Nov) and Jin Jing (12th Nov) birthday are coming too.
Friends out there, I guessed I will be busy with my army life and studies. Hope all of you are happy in whatever you're doing now. =)
I will look at your blog. Keep update.
Don’t let opportunities past you by.
Take care.
Daytime, I was sleeping. I worked in the night. It reminds me when I worked at haagen.
Last week, I had my english 'O' Level examination. Composition was "Someone who failed to live up his/her reputation".
When I reached home from exam, I found out that actually I wrote OUT OF POINT for my composition.
I wrote a person, who was a good friend of mine in my class. And he was a bad student, late for school, not attentive in class etc. And he became from bad to worst.
I heard from friends, this story should write about a person who is famous and in the end failed to achieve what he/she wants. And why I don't just wrote about heroes.
That's it! I think my english gone again.
Tomorrow is Jeremy's birthday.
Hafiz (9th Nov) and Jin Jing (12th Nov) birthday are coming too.
Friends out there, I guessed I will be busy with my army life and studies. Hope all of you are happy in whatever you're doing now. =)
I will look at your blog. Keep update.
Don’t let opportunities past you by.
Take care.
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