42 times meet up, 30 times send her home

Well.. after updating my blog, i going to work already. 2nite i working 5 to 11. Yest evening I went to her hse to revise IT. Her mum is very kind, she cooked Nasi Lemak for my dinner.. It taste nice (Spicy chilli wif chicken wings) WOW! cool. After I had my dinner, we start studying till 11pm++. ya, after yest, it is 42 times i met her. She took some photos of herself..its nice, reali! and I had posted on friendster. Recently, my com smtink wrong, I quickly set a backup for Sandra's document.. saved it at my MP3. If not, nothing can keep it for memories..


Yest morning, i went to NP to play soccer. I met up wif Jon David and friends.. We played for awhile onli coz the weather is too hot. I'm glad tat i didn't lose the touch of football.. however, i missed a couple of chances. Still can improve.. i not reali for the compeition.. have to train my stamina..ya!


At my workplace, i have to write feedbacks for all my managers and supervisors. Every yr once, so that management staff can improve their working attidude. I have worked for Swensen's very long, its time to change job?! maybe.. but it is convenient coz i can juz take a train to my workplace. So rite nw, at the same time working and spend more time wif her. take care.

My Ideal Girl.... 

I Knew I Love You Before

Tis few days I was working nite shift.. Busy man. After updating my blog, I going to meet my collegue at jp to discuss on some managment stuff. It has been a long time i didn't play soccer already. Mayb 2moro i will be goin to meet Jon Daivd and friends for soccer.

Love Story Part6
Tis fews days, I keep thinking abt many things. The things may happen in the future, Happy and Sad. I went to chat with my mum. I told her, I found my ideal gal (Sandra Ow Yi Ying) I always remember her full name since i was pri1. gd memory ar?! haha.. My Mum told, it is not easy to love a person seriously, it is forever to care for her, be wif her. I understand wht she mean. Ya, so sad.. mayb we only can be friends?! After she step outside my life, I don't wanna fall inlove again.. taek care of my mum can liao..haha! Because, wht for my dream gal went missing and find another gal.. if tis case happen, it is not TRUE love already. I have my own website. (http://bingjie1.tripod.com) My story.. tell everyone, hw much she means to me. take care.

My Day

2day woke up early to do my "project". My project is interesting..LOl! after that i went to meet her. She had her Econs paper 2day. We met up at Jurong East Mrt Control Station then we went for a lunch 2gether. A great start wif her 2day. After 30 mins, we went to library to study. She has IT paper on next tuesday, I decided to revise wif her.. We had a gd chat after tat. I kept asking her abt the guy who is 25 yrs old, handsome dude, rich, gd career in the future.(",) pretty obvious tat i'm jealous la.. no choice, my life is like tis.. fall in love wif a gal who i don suit her.. she keep her options open.. and meet many guys at friendster..

I tink it is fated tat i will not be wif my love ones in the future.. I oways bring out tis topic on the blog.. coz i wanna keep a gd memory for me.. so tat i can view it next time.. 2 yrs later?! she will not be like nw..so gd to me, i will not have chance to bring her out liao.. coz she may be someone's gf already.. the 25 yrs old dude?! who knw's?!

Envy his ex bf.. he able to be wif her for 2yrs++. As for me, after 8 yrs den i found her.. Found her but no chance to be wif her.. so sad! TREASURE the times wif her.. 41 times met up, 30 times send her hm... I wan to be wif her.. it is only a dream (Tong Hua). (",) Fat Hope.. haha! My Life is sooooooo strange....take care, gdnite.

At Sandra's house

Sandra is trying to steal my password for my blog!!! Think she wanna delete all my pics of her from the blog.. Damn it. Now she studying econs and i'm trying to help without much success.. Shit. Cannot impress her again. Damn. So, now i'm juz sitting in her room to type my blog while hardworking Sandra is studying... Ok. She's coming.. I better pretend to be good!!! Bye

I have edited tis photo.. looks real?! (",) She is so beautiful. 

I Still Love You More

Exams over already.. however, i have a hectic schedule during the holiday. I went back to work, it has been 1 month since the exams start i didn't work. And yest i'm a ice cream scooper again..haha! Also. I have to study my english, to improve better. During tis period, i will keep updating my blog, hope tis can help to improve it. There is a special task so called a "project" to do till Nov, and to give her a big surprise! (",). She is now still having exams, long time i didn't see her sweet face already. Most likely, next tue can meet her. ya.. hoping the day to come.


I like a song very much. (I Still Love You More) sang by Trisha Yearwood. Everytime when i listening to tis song, many tinks reminds me about her, the times we went out.. treasure the times I was with her. I sent her home 29 times, we met up 39 times. Knowing that, she may not be with me in the future, luckily i started counting the times we went out since the 1st day we met on 13 Jan 2005. No complaints if she found a guy in the future..treasure her now is more important! Rite now, during tis holiday, i have to work harder and hope i can go in to the course for year2 modules. I going to work later.. decided to take a nap first because in the morning i woke up veri early to do that "project". haha! take care.

Exams period

Well, today is my second paper. (web publishing) The paper was fine but i made some careless mistakes. Hmm.. don't look back, move forward. I have to get ready for my third paper on wednesday, 2pm. (Fundemental Networking). This few days is mugging very hard for my exams, hope can get good results and get chosen for my IS course. Friday my last paper(Operating System). Hit the books in earnest.

She encourage me a lot, giving me the determination to work even harder. Yup, her exams also coming, first paper is on wednesday. Good luck!!! Long time didn't meet up already, I'm looking forward to meet her after exams. Study time right now.(",)

Friday after my last paper have to go work, 5 to 11pm..wow! busy day huh..LOL. My soccer friend just contact me that on 5th june, there will be a compeition going on. Long time didn't play soccer liao..LOL! still can asset goals?! (",) take care, gd nite.

Raining Day..

2day was a busy day for me. Early in the morning, I had to go my friend's hse study liao. Exams Coming. Rained heavily in the afternoon, it made me want to sleep..haha! And I had pasta for my dinner, thanx to Andy's mum..

When I hearing her voice on the phone, I found smtink not rite. She got flu and sore throat :(. I kept telling her to drink more water. I tink she feel bored when I kept nagging at her. No la, I concern and worry abt her. She caught in the rain?! Or ate spicy food?! cant be.. she don like spicy food.. I hope 2moro she will be ok. She got presentation 2moro, everytink will goes fine. (",) When someone is oways on ur mind. You will keep tinking of her, tinking is she ok? so sad, I was not beside her when she was sick. I want to see her happy always! Every unhappy tinks give it to me. take care, gd nite.

Brotherhood 

To me, she is always my ideal gal.. To her, i'm juz a "nobody"

2day got many tinks to do ar.. presentation, interview on assignment and test for my elective module..ya, busy days ar.. reached home..i faster went to have a nap..too tired liao.. haha!

Last nite, again! didn't slp well.. tinking of her again.. after did my java advance features and revise my test..after did my tinks, areali veri late liao.. when i went to bed,veri tired but still i couldn't slp.. 2day is her ex bf birthday..

Alot of tinks i wanna sae out but don knw hw to express it out.. in the evening, she called me..I veri happy! but i made her angry, she was ver tired, her eyes hurt, coz of the contact lens. I wanna c her wear spects again..haha! veri nice ar, but she don like. Its all my fault, don knw hw to tok..make her angry.. sad sob sob. Seriously viewers knw wht i'm writing anot?! my eng so weak..hard to understand wht i'm writing hor? lucky she didn't view my blog de.. if not she wil laugh at me de..haha!

Juz had my dinner.. suddenly, my dad shouted at me for no reason.. nvemind la, he long time didn't scold me liao.. last time still remember.. I did badly for my exams.. he didn't scolded me .. i felt so guilt.



Love Story part5

Ya, 2day i made her angry.. i scared next time, she don wanna tok to me liao.. haha! end of story?! i wil sure veri sad de la.. found her after 8yrs, den nve treasure her.. juz let her leave me. I got tink of one day, when she left me liao.. I wil not go online like Msn & friendster.. I don wanna fall in love to another gal liao.. No use being a stupid guy, didn't study well and wanna start a relationship.. wht for?! So happy, she wanna to b my friend..i met her on 13 Jan 2005 at Bukit Panjang Plaza. Treasure her nw.. i met her 33 times and send her hm 25 times.. i hope it is a endless loop.. forever?! i WANT! but impossible la.. haha! she wanna get marry at a young age.. reali hope she wil invite me to her wedding dinner.. ya!

On 18 March 2005, she send me a msg..

I'm touched by the msg..
(Bing Jie..hope u r ok and aren't tinknig too much again.. if don get enough rest,later tml security guard chase u out of the library..Hee. Sorry if I caused u distress but believe me, u were never juz a passer-by in my life. U wil always b someone special,someone i startin 2 worry for..I appreciate all tat u have done 4 me n trust me, I won't leave u juz like this, No matter wht the future holds 4 us, i'll remember all tat we had n i'll never forget u..)

this msg i will keep 4ever..

later hope i can tok to her on phone.. hope she not angry liao.. Sandra, let me take gd care of u.. share the happiness 2gether.. when u r happy, i wil b happy.. Treasure u..reali! take care, gd nite.

19 Feb 2005.. took tis photo at Woodland UK fun fair..  

Exams Coming...

wow.. long time didn't update my blog liao..Lol! tis few days veri busy ar.. doin assignments! ya, 4 assignments sia..LOl, done! next week is my study week.. hit the books in earnest. 2day, i went to Sandra's sch to wait for her.. den accompany her to The One KTV near Chinatown.. her father's Birthday.. after tat, i took train go hm..

When I am in love, i become a silly guy, and sometimes, the siller I am..The happier I am..

Nw goin to study for my elective module liao.. test on Monday..take care, gd nite.

Busy days...

Tis few days is doin my assignments.. feel veri busy. I'm working on every wed and sat.. i need to plan my week schedule..if not i becum veri stress liao..haha! feel veri happy.. every nite, i able to tok to her..Sandra! i found her after 8 yrs.. i'm veri happy when i got the chance to meet.. can listen to her voice.. at tis time, while i'm studying, she go to her cousin wedding dinner.. it has been a long time i nve go wedding dinner liao.. haha! my parents went onli.. hope later, she can chat wif me..tel me hw's the wedding.. last nite, i 5.30am den slp.. veri early ar..Lol! tinking of many tinks.. i tel myself, i must b prepared not able to get marry.. no gd edcuated, and my hand.. cant even take gd care of myself,still wanna take care of my love 1.. feel sad la.. somemore listening to love songs..my eyes filled wif tears.. suddenly, look outside the window and pray to god.. hope my health is ok..able to earn a living in the future, my parents is counted on me next time..and of course i prayed to do well in my studies.. coz i too stupid liao... study and study onli can get a pass onli.. haiz! no choice, my life has been set.. work hard and determination to keeps me going.. ya..Sandra reali light up my life.. to b wif a gal who is intelligent is impossible.. but i'm glad, i got a chance to chat wif her.. don knw hw long.. i hope the the longer the bettter.. coz she said she goin to marry at a young age.. of course, i'm not her ideal guy..haha! FAT HOPE.. when the time, she got marry..i mayb still a student?! haha.. don tink abt the future la.. nw nve work hard.. useless to tink to get marry la.. Single forever????? i afraid of tat.. but no choice, if reali i'm alone.. i wil take gd care of my parents de.. tis is a promise! My brother sure can start his own family de la.. he is clever.. ok la.. nw revising my OS..waiting for sandra to reach hm.. everytime, when she go out..i oways wish to knw she is safely back hm anot.. treasure the times.. take gd care of her.. let me b her bodyguard?! haha.. i found my ideal gal.. i veri happy liao.. no complaints. oh my hand is still hurt.. i thought it will b ok tis morning..haha! bad mouth lah.. curse myself.. painful ar.. hope recover soon.. take care, gd nite.

I'm back..Lol

i decided write on blog again.. lol, seen like writing diary on book is troublesome wor.. haha! tis week got back my test results.. didn't do tat well.. manage to pass la.. okok, update another day.. take care, gd nite.