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After reading some of my previous posts, I found out that I oways say all the good things but "hide" the negative sde of me?! Why in front of everybody I act as if I'm so called a "nice" and cheerful guy. Since after my brother was at army, Tekong. My house become more quiet and lack of happiness. I guess my brother has bring happiness and fun loving for my parents and sister.
But for me, I'm just an extra that bring trouble for them. After 2 yrs, which is my brother had served the army..he going to study at SIM(Biz and IT).. Cool rite! Hw i wish to have a degree.. I think I say from my mouth doesn't seen any special or true. I must do it and let the people around know my "ability". At outside, I oways tell funny jokes..i can say my friends think tat it is not ready funny at all..and I hope I can proved people I'm also a serious guy..which the other part of me.

2day, I went to play soccer again.. god going to punish me tis time. Even though my team won 1 0, I didn't feel gd after the match because my left leg hurts. ya! it s reali veri painful.. wearing slippers to school 2moro?!

When I reached home, i quickly apply medical oil after bath. Luckily, no one was at hm at tat time =). Or else, I will be get scolded from my mum. When I was in my room, my mum suddenly scolded and slapped my face. I reali don knw y?! I think I should be the one go army than my brother.. so that my mum will not angry when I'm not around. Of course quarrelling started.. I shouted! why suddenly slap me?! haiz.. she said i'm veri naughty and full of nonsense. Ok FINE! if tat is the reason..I have nothing to say..

It's good la, my mum can relieve her stress and beat me out of a sudden. I will not worry because I'm sure she will not anyhw beat my brother and sister. Shame of myself..
Take Care..thinking wht should I do?! My left leg reali hurts.