I was glad when I recieved Dave's sms. He was away for 3 weeks at for army training. Even though I was working.. we chat on sms for awhile. I'm happy he is fine at Taiwan. =)
At work, Leslie, Jin Jing and I were doing the cashier and take away area. Many customers juz walk in to queue up and buy ice cream.. busy busy busy!!! and we missed out some of the drinks orders.. I have to be alert next time.
While doing closing.. I got a knock on the swing door..ya, its reali hurt.. my left side of my head near the ear is swollen. =( I stood there quietly.. real pain! right nw, my left ear like got problem, cant hear properly. Careless caused it.
Suddenly tink of wanna thanks alot of ppl who i met in poly. Friends are all around helping me to move on from one point to another. I become more greedy coz each semester I wanna get better grades. And I have nothing to proud of coz my grades is juz average. Without friends like Jimmy, Andy, Jin Jing, Michelle, Hendri, Hee Kian, Ricky, Jeremy, Jasleen and more.. I unable to get into 3rd yr.. after tis holiday, 2nd oct.. I will be goin for attachment.. no more examinations. Wht a relief for me. =)
Right nw, I was tinking.. I want to meet her anot?! Who the hell a guy don wanna meet a pretty gal? Honesty, she will vomit if she c the real person of me. I'm grateful to meet her virtually online. I can onli hear her laughter, happy voice.. + the first start of our conversation was hello nice to meet u online..
By looking at her photos.. everyone knws she looks like an actress.. Fiona. And guys from all over spore is wooing her.. no doubt I'm attracted by her looks and voice too. Well.. mayb on writing tis blog, wanna tell ppl to give me support or whtever shit. Truthfully, after so many sad feeling I went through in the past. I have no confident or no guides to meet someone special to me again. Let's set her free.. and continue to chat with her on phone, I will be veri happy with it.
Things became worst when I tok jokes tat is not funny and have funny ideas juz to make her happy..has made her pissed off. My sister was asking you fall in love for her? my answer was... hmmmmmmmm...
At tis moment.. mayb coz I'm free, no exams for me.. and started to tink alot. Honesty, each day goes by I'm afraid I will like her more.. I will be crazy after tat. I will do silly tinks.. ya, I'm not mature enough to get well with relationship. It caused me to end all my previous relationship in less den two months.
Wht should I do nw.. go on with my life and let the dreams goes on.. After all.. I knw I oways be alone. 2day.. it was the 21 days we chat on the phone. So fast?! 3 weeks.. I cant believe it too. a lady told me.. its not gd to count the times and days you and your love ones 2gether.. Well, I onli believe in fate. Let's fate to decide.
Coming monday.. Linux revision with Jeremy, good luck to me on 23 sep Novell extra course exam.
Take care.
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