I just learnt something today. I learnt something new about Sandra. Her eyes not only catches my attention, now her words are so meaningful too... I'm just being silly. Her words have always been the best advice, its just that I never listened hard to her before... This is me. I am too stubborn, always not ready to accept comments other than what I believed in. But now, I know that things aren't going to work out this way, be it in my studies or relationships. Sandra told me what's important is to not only have a firm belief but at the same time be able to understand and look at things from different perspectives. Come to think of it, that's really what i need... Also like to take this chance to apologise to ANDY and JIMMY. Two of my BEST FRIENDS!!!!! Its only through my conversation with San today that i realized that i haven't been listening to them. But still, they kept listening to me and never showed any signs of frustrations when I am so headstrong and always just throwing their advices straight back at their faces... San made me realized how irritated and frustrated they might have felt when I did not listen to them and continued being stubborn. Here's a big THANK YOU and SORRY to you guys.. Really appreciate all the times when you guys were there for me.. ('',)
Speaking to her has made me open up so much... So much that its unbelievable. I never thought that I was even able to talk to someone so deeply and guess what, its with SANDRA!!!!!! Haha.. Isn't it cool..? My ideal gal is actually my soulmate! Haha. Sandra is really trueful. She tells me almost everything, and she complains that I am the one who hasn't been listening to her and telling her everything. Guess I really like her too much... Everytime when we face a problem, I'll just keep saying its my fault (trying to brush it away) and end off the argument. My intention is purely just to let the matter rest, but today, i realized that dear SAN don't like the way i handle our arguments. She prefers and hopes that we can talk things out calmly rather than sweep it aside and pretend that nothing ever happened. Hmm.. Have to say she really is so unbelievable... In such a great way.
Now that I realized all these, I know saying it out like tt won't help. I need to start changing my mindset. I need to start accepting changes, be more flexible, more open... But I know that no matter what, she'll be there to help me along. And for that, what more can I ask for. I am just so thankful... THANK YOU.
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