Is it juz another 4 letter word...

Today is the day to be abstract.. And think of the WHATs, WHYs, WHENs, HOWs of love.. What exactly is love? Why do i love her? When did i start loving her ever so deeply? How do i show it to her and hope that she'll understand juz how much she means to me... Does everyone think of all these too... Or is it just me...

Well, today had another fun filled day with dear San. We met up at around 3pm at lot 1 to help her mum settle some stuff. Have to say, she's prettier than usual today. With a super mini pink skirt and cute white tank top, she's looks so pretty and sexy! Heehee. But dun like it when other people stare at her.. Haiz.. Hope she only wears such short skirts when she's out with me.. haha. After that, we took a bus down town! I wanted to bring her to somewhere special but... Hmm.. hate to say this, but i really do not have much experience regarding the "nice dating spots" in Singapore.. Haha. So, we just alighted at heerens. Spent some time shopping around there before proceeding to cineleisure. Wanted to bring her for a movie but currently no nice movies on.. Waiting for MR n MRS SMITH though... That one looks interesting.. Tink san would like it!! So, after walking ard cine, and having some special dessert (multimix!!) we walked down towards Centerpoint..

Spent the bulk of our evening there as we were sitting down at one corner at TIMES to read the horoscope books.. Hee. Sandra likes reading such stuff, she kinda believes all these quite alot. As time sped pass, we continued walking down to Plaza Singapura for dinner.. Went to Pasta Mania for dinner! Hmm.. Its a rather nice place, food not too expensive and quite nice too. I had some seafood pasta while San had creamy chicken pasta.. (of which i ate half of hers coz according to her, its too creamy and tt makes her full easily..haha ) We took a train down to cityhall after dinner, and we continued walking to SUNTEC.. Finally decided to bring her to SKY GARDEN.. Can say its a rather nice n quiet spot to chat... But... U guys would never expect this.. Coz San is also my tuition teacher currently, (to help me prepare for my O'levels ENG... She's so sweet to offer to help!) she spent the time there tutoring me ENG.. (as in i brought my assignments along for her to mark n stuff, so she was like marking and "scolding" me for all the silly errors i made..! Oh man, rather embarassing but at least this is another excuse to get to see her more often..! haha. Afterall, we did get to chat towards the end of the day...

I realised she's still confused about what she wants and stuff.. She told me she dun really remember how is it like to love someone.. Neither does she understand what's true love or why she's feeling this way.. Hmm.. Why can't i juz have her when all i want so badly is for her to love me for who i am.. Tink she's too badly hurt in her past relationship.. She kinda lost the will to start another one.. Wait.. Or is it juz me.. I wonder what is she thinking...

LOVE.. is it juz another 4 letter word...