Sunday, March 13, 2005

Busy days...

Tis few days is doin my assignments.. feel veri busy. I'm working on every wed and sat.. i need to plan my week schedule..if not i becum veri stress liao..haha! feel veri happy.. every nite, i able to tok to her..Sandra! i found her after 8 yrs.. i'm veri happy when i got the chance to meet.. can listen to her voice.. at tis time, while i'm studying, she go to her cousin wedding dinner.. it has been a long time i nve go wedding dinner liao.. haha! my parents went onli.. hope later, she can chat wif me..tel me hw's the wedding.. last nite, i 5.30am den slp.. veri early ar..Lol! tinking of many tinks.. i tel myself, i must b prepared not able to get marry.. no gd edcuated, and my hand.. cant even take gd care of myself,still wanna take care of my love 1.. feel sad la.. somemore listening to love songs..my eyes filled wif tears.. suddenly, look outside the window and pray to god.. hope my health is ok..able to earn a living in the future, my parents is counted on me next time..and of course i prayed to do well in my studies.. coz i too stupid liao... study and study onli can get a pass onli.. haiz! no choice, my life has been set.. work hard and determination to keeps me going.. ya..Sandra reali light up my life.. to b wif a gal who is intelligent is impossible.. but i'm glad, i got a chance to chat wif her.. don knw hw long.. i hope the the longer the bettter.. coz she said she goin to marry at a young age.. of course, i'm not her ideal guy..haha! FAT HOPE.. when the time, she got marry..i mayb still a student?! haha.. don tink abt the future la.. nw nve work hard.. useless to tink to get marry la.. Single forever????? i afraid of tat.. but no choice, if reali i'm alone.. i wil take gd care of my parents de.. tis is a promise! My brother sure can start his own family de la.. he is clever.. ok la.. nw revising my OS..waiting for sandra to reach hm.. everytime, when she go out..i oways wish to knw she is safely back hm anot.. treasure the times.. take gd care of her.. let me b her bodyguard?! haha.. i found my ideal gal.. i veri happy liao.. no complaints. oh my hand is still hurt.. i thought it will b ok tis morning..haha! bad mouth lah.. curse myself.. painful ar.. hope recover soon.. take care, gd nite.

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