Brotherhood 

To me, she is always my ideal gal.. To her, i'm juz a "nobody"

2day got many tinks to do ar.. presentation, interview on assignment and test for my elective module..ya, busy days ar.. reached home..i faster went to have a nap..too tired liao.. haha!

Last nite, again! didn't slp well.. tinking of her again.. after did my java advance features and revise my test..after did my tinks, areali veri late liao.. when i went to bed,veri tired but still i couldn't slp.. 2day is her ex bf birthday..

Alot of tinks i wanna sae out but don knw hw to express it out.. in the evening, she called me..I veri happy! but i made her angry, she was ver tired, her eyes hurt, coz of the contact lens. I wanna c her wear spects again..haha! veri nice ar, but she don like. Its all my fault, don knw hw to tok..make her angry.. sad sob sob. Seriously viewers knw wht i'm writing anot?! my eng so weak..hard to understand wht i'm writing hor? lucky she didn't view my blog de.. if not she wil laugh at me de..haha!

Juz had my dinner.. suddenly, my dad shouted at me for no reason.. nvemind la, he long time didn't scold me liao.. last time still remember.. I did badly for my exams.. he didn't scolded me .. i felt so guilt.



Love Story part5

Ya, 2day i made her angry.. i scared next time, she don wanna tok to me liao.. haha! end of story?! i wil sure veri sad de la.. found her after 8yrs, den nve treasure her.. juz let her leave me. I got tink of one day, when she left me liao.. I wil not go online like Msn & friendster.. I don wanna fall in love to another gal liao.. No use being a stupid guy, didn't study well and wanna start a relationship.. wht for?! So happy, she wanna to b my friend..i met her on 13 Jan 2005 at Bukit Panjang Plaza. Treasure her nw.. i met her 33 times and send her hm 25 times.. i hope it is a endless loop.. forever?! i WANT! but impossible la.. haha! she wanna get marry at a young age.. reali hope she wil invite me to her wedding dinner.. ya!

On 18 March 2005, she send me a msg..

I'm touched by the msg..
(Bing Jie..hope u r ok and aren't tinknig too much again.. if don get enough rest,later tml security guard chase u out of the library..Hee. Sorry if I caused u distress but believe me, u were never juz a passer-by in my life. U wil always b someone special,someone i startin 2 worry for..I appreciate all tat u have done 4 me n trust me, I won't leave u juz like this, No matter wht the future holds 4 us, i'll remember all tat we had n i'll never forget u..)

this msg i will keep 4ever..

later hope i can tok to her on phone.. hope she not angry liao.. Sandra, let me take gd care of u.. share the happiness 2gether.. when u r happy, i wil b happy.. Treasure u..reali! take care, gd nite.

19 Feb 2005.. took tis photo at Woodland UK fun fair..  

Exams Coming...

wow.. long time didn't update my blog liao..Lol! tis few days veri busy ar.. doin assignments! ya, 4 assignments sia..LOl, done! next week is my study week.. hit the books in earnest. 2day, i went to Sandra's sch to wait for her.. den accompany her to The One KTV near Chinatown.. her father's Birthday.. after tat, i took train go hm..

When I am in love, i become a silly guy, and sometimes, the siller I am..The happier I am..

Nw goin to study for my elective module liao.. test on Monday..take care, gd nite.

Busy days...

Tis few days is doin my assignments.. feel veri busy. I'm working on every wed and sat.. i need to plan my week schedule..if not i becum veri stress liao..haha! feel veri happy.. every nite, i able to tok to her..Sandra! i found her after 8 yrs.. i'm veri happy when i got the chance to meet.. can listen to her voice.. at tis time, while i'm studying, she go to her cousin wedding dinner.. it has been a long time i nve go wedding dinner liao.. haha! my parents went onli.. hope later, she can chat wif me..tel me hw's the wedding.. last nite, i 5.30am den slp.. veri early ar..Lol! tinking of many tinks.. i tel myself, i must b prepared not able to get marry.. no gd edcuated, and my hand.. cant even take gd care of myself,still wanna take care of my love 1.. feel sad la.. somemore listening to love songs..my eyes filled wif tears.. suddenly, look outside the window and pray to god.. hope my health is ok..able to earn a living in the future, my parents is counted on me next time..and of course i prayed to do well in my studies.. coz i too stupid liao... study and study onli can get a pass onli.. haiz! no choice, my life has been set.. work hard and determination to keeps me going.. ya..Sandra reali light up my life.. to b wif a gal who is intelligent is impossible.. but i'm glad, i got a chance to chat wif her.. don knw hw long.. i hope the the longer the bettter.. coz she said she goin to marry at a young age.. of course, i'm not her ideal guy..haha! FAT HOPE.. when the time, she got marry..i mayb still a student?! haha.. don tink abt the future la.. nw nve work hard.. useless to tink to get marry la.. Single forever????? i afraid of tat.. but no choice, if reali i'm alone.. i wil take gd care of my parents de.. tis is a promise! My brother sure can start his own family de la.. he is clever.. ok la.. nw revising my OS..waiting for sandra to reach hm.. everytime, when she go out..i oways wish to knw she is safely back hm anot.. treasure the times.. take gd care of her.. let me b her bodyguard?! haha.. i found my ideal gal.. i veri happy liao.. no complaints. oh my hand is still hurt.. i thought it will b ok tis morning..haha! bad mouth lah.. curse myself.. painful ar.. hope recover soon.. take care, gd nite.

I'm back..Lol

i decided write on blog again.. lol, seen like writing diary on book is troublesome wor.. haha! tis week got back my test results.. didn't do tat well.. manage to pass la.. okok, update another day.. take care, gd nite.